it's simply just ekynn.

2010-08-31T00:09:00.002+08:00

Fighting is bad!
Real bad! But fights can make us realise whether we really do love each other or nt.
That can be a bad thing cos honestly, the truth does hurt.
You're afraid to face the ultimate truth tht's why you rather live in denial...
I'm hoping that my case is a good thing uhh...

I can't deny the fact that we do quarrel alot.
But that does nt mean tht I dont care... I do......
But when we quarrelled, the past was alw being brought up..

Maybe its just me who didnt do anything tht leads to this...
Maybe its just me who didnt bother to show that tht i care tht leads to this...
Maybe its just me who didnt change for the better that leads to this...
Maybe its just me who didnt thinks that I'm in the wrong tht leads to this...
Maybe its just me myself that causes trouble to everyone and esp you...

I'm sorry for simply just everything...
I really dno wht had gone wrong tht leads us to this...
I'm really sorry...
I know you wont accept my apology bt I just wna apologise to you.......

2010-08-24T15:43:00.002+08:00

Was super excited for tomorrow to come.
And I want today to end fast so that tomorrow will come.
But now, I just want today to end. Nothing special. Cos' I don't think it's special anymore.
The feeling just change. Environment change... And I'm scared that the person change too.

Last week was chaotic.
Unexpected things happened.
And the feeling change.
Feeling of fear overcome me.

There's nothing that can be done to resolve this.
Things will remain as they are right now.
And will alw remain the same.

P.S: Change my blogskin pict cos I was bored. And I don't even think ppl will read this and I'm hoping that people won't read this. This blog is dead. And so am I.

2010-04-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

Trust is very very important.
Without trust, the world will be a disaster.

Even if you doubt a friend/family/bf/gf (whtever), you still have to trust them.
Cos you will never know who's right and who's wrong.
The only thing you can do is to just keep on believing in him/her.
Even if the whole world is against him/her.

Cos what you think is the truth might not be the truth.
So tht's why you have to keep on trusting her/him unless proven guilty.
As you might regret it one day if he/she is proven innocent.

It's really hard to trust someone.
Cos sometimes, as much as you want to trust him/her,
something will just go wrong.
Perhaps he'she is just at the wrong place at a wrong time.
But people don't think that way.

They react to what they saw and hear.
While others, they just listen to the rumours and assume it was the truth.
But what they don't know is that whatever things that they see or hear might all seem to be a coincidence.
That is when trust play a part.

That Taiwan drama really taught me the true meaning of trust.
It's easy for people to say "I trust you." But do they really mean it?
When shit happens, will they still say "I trust you"?
I don't think so. Cos when shit happens, people will start to have doubt on the person they trusted.

You guys should watch!
The title is, "Hi my sweetheart."
The main casts are Show Luo and Rainie Yang.
He's hot and she's pretty!

2010-03-01T23:35:00.005+08:00

Sigh.
Taman Negara is in 2 days time.
Kinda excited and kinda not looking forward to it also.
Sigh.

Let's hope it won't be such a bad thing la hor.
Insyaallah.

I haven't pack a single thing yet.
And I don't even know wht to pack.

But just one thing...
Miss me alright! (:
I'm so gna miss my pillow, my bed, my house, my TV, my laptop.... FACEBOOK! Ohh no! My cafe world! ):

2010-02-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hey, wats up people? :)
It's been a longggggggggg time since I log in to blogger. HAH!
I've been busy with stuffs~

SO, you guys must be wondering how my life would be now right?
Well, if you were to look at it from afar, it would pretty much perfect. But if you try getting closer and take a look at it closely, you might find cracks like almost everywhr. HAH!

Truthfully, life is kinda tough for me.
Facing lotsa problems and it's just so hard for me to handle it.
Friends are the least person I wanted to see right now. Cos my friends currently, aren't really my friends, really.
And I super stressed up.
Stressed up with tonnes of projects, money issues, DAD, friends, exams................and much more!
But I thank GOD that ~~all~~ some of these problems are gone. Like, projects and exams are so over. Dad just gt discharged last Monday bt he'll be in and out of hosp pretty soon for dialysis and all. So yeaa...

But what make me more stressed up is that... Well, more to fcuked up actually... Is that, things turned out NOT the way I wanted it to be. It's disastrous! People I know is somehow turn strangers to me. I no longer know these people. Life is like hell to me. It really feels like it's the end of the world. Seriously.

Some issues that I really don't understand.

Assuming? Amongst all of us, I'm sure its our first instinct to assume stuffs. Bt when you try to think abt it again and put some rationale and positive thinking into it, wouldn't you feel that behind something that had happen, there must be an explanation for it?
But most importantly, get your facts right before assuming stuffs.

And what about hating 2-faced or hypocrite people? Yea, true. All of us in this world definitely hate people with 2-faced and/or hypocrites. Bt wht's the point of fcuking hate these people if you yourself falls under these 2 categories? Don't you guys did this too? Trying to act so innocent infront of that some but behind his back, you just bitch abt him like thr's no tmr? Aren't tht equals to 2-faced/hypocrites? HAH! in-your-sweet-little-pathetic-face!

And wht else? Ohh! Promises? A loved ones once told me this, "A word is just a word if you don't really mean wht you say. A phrase is just a phrase if you don't really mean wht you say. A sentence is just a sentence if you don't really mean wht you say. And promises? A promise doesn't really mean anything unless it come from the bottom of your heart. But at the end of the day, actions really do speaks louder than words." So wht am I trying to imply here is that thr's no point making a promise to someone if you don't mean wht you promise and your actions don't show what you actually promised. Get it?

You might not like this, you might hate that, you might not like tht someone BUT look! What abt you then? Are at all perfect? Are you very sure you're not at least like the examples I've shown above? Yes? HAH! Who are you trying to kidd? The only reason why you say yes is because you're such a loser who wants to deny FACTS. You're just so pathetic and I suggest you and your EGOS can dig your own grave.

The above stuffs that I write is something that I've been keeping with myself. I'm not pointing this to anyone in particular. This is just something I feel towards these kind of people. It's purely written as a general.

I appreciate you for reading my blog. It's quite long and thank you for your time to read this. (:

LOVES;
ekynn.

2010-01-03T21:18:00.003+08:00

Whoa. It's been like how many months since I last post something here! Okay, I'm sorry for abandoning my blog. I didn't mean to. I was busy!!! Imma busy beee~~~~~ WHEEEEEEE~ Okay lame.

Anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! (:
And sch starts tmr. BORING!
JJ rehearsal is tiring me out, BIG TIME.
But it's okay, as long as my beloveds are all thr. (:
And projects suks. Haven done any.
And it's due soon. Ohh wells. ):

AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND!!!!! K, bye! (:

2009-11-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

Boredom kills. FULLSTOP.

NRCritique is not done yet.
Fck NR. It's freaking hard la.
Pract test this thurs.
I dno whether I can pass anot.
InsyaAllah.

Again,
Boredom kills.

Okay, bye.

2009-10-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NURULHAZIYAH BTE JUMIRAN YG TERSYGGGG! (:

Happy birthday darlas. May all your dreams and wishes come true! And may you lead a healthy life and stay happy always. Outing soon aites? Syggg kamu! n_n

2009-10-24T23:32:00.001+08:00

Okay, okay. I know I've not been updating my blog for quite sometime now. Bt I'm updating it now right! HEHEHHS. Not tht I don't wna update, it's just tht I don't have the time to update. And on top of tht, I don't even know wht to update. HEHEHHS. Okay so anw, I'm updating it now, so stop whining! XD

First thing first...
Sch just started this week and I'm alr so exhausted.
I've gt projects to do and it's due next week eh. OMG!
Bt thank God sch started or else I would be bored to death at home. HAHAHHS.
So anw, gt 2 new students in our class. Well, actually only one laa.
Cos the other one was our former class; Johnston. So yea, we gt 1 new member in our class. YAYYY! Hahahhs.
Okay, I think we're having a class gathering next week. I so can't wait! YIPEEE!

Okay, enough abt sch.
Today, I went out studying with Nisa, Dian and Wanny. Yea, I know it's kinda early to start studying now bt I think it's better to study early. Ekynn has turn over a new leaf! (mcm phm!) YAYYY! So anw, we went to eat at MCD first. Then headed to National Library. It's huge bt thr's limited space only for you to do self-study. Bleagh. We went to toilet and something funny happened. I shall mention it to protect her identity. WAHAHAHAHHS. Ask her!

Dian had to go home early and we all went back home too. Had fun in the train. I decided to alight at Boon Lay instead cos I wanted to buy some food for myself thr. Both Wanny and I complaint abt having to went back home early. So, Dian come up with a brilliant idea. Both of us ended up going to her house. HAHAHHS. And it was fun! Dian gt to do simple dressing on me and it's very the kecoh. HAHAHHS. It's a sad thing tht Nisa wasn't thr. Should have ask her to join us so all of us can critique dian's way of doing simple dressing. Hancor doh! HEHHHS. Tht's all for today. Shall update more in the mere future. HEHEHHS. toodles noodles doodles~ (:

Figure out wht is wrong with this picture. HINT: *keningnaik2* HEHEHHS.

After watching labor pain, she's becoming like this. Pregnant lady! This is the lady tht lies down and tap her stomach when she can't finish up her food. Guess who she is? HINT: *keningnaik2* HEHEHHS.

Tht's all for now. Some pics with Nisa and Wanny. HEHEHHS. DAAAAAAAA. (:

2009-09-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

This is simply the reason why I hate staying at home.
Ddk rmh kene maraa, tk ddk rmh pon kene maraa.
Thanks uh.

Gosh~
Must you alw ask me to do stuff? Issit really necessary?
Can't others do it instead of me? Why am I the "chosen" one?
And I'm alw to blame for the littlest thing tht happen here.
Again, thanks uh.

Ohh wells. SHE alw pick on me. So wht can I do right.
Others are very near HER bt SHE asked me instead. WHY?!
And SHE wants me to do it immediately.. And I gt scolding for doing it late. Even if it's like a second late. Gosh~

Whtever.
The more I care, the more I feel miserable.
The more I feel miserable, the more I'm not in the mood.
The more I'm not in the mood, the more I don't wna do things.
The more I don't wna do things, the more I gt scolded.
So why care anw?

2009-09-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hello! (:

I had a great time today! Went out with Dian, Nisa and Wanny. Our goal is to main bunga api. (: lol
Meet Nisa at Orchard. We went to Far East to window-shop. Then, we went to west coast to break-fast thr. Something funny happened thr. HAHAHH! Bt I lazy to write everything. You can go to Dian's or Nisa's blog for details! HAHAHH! So anw, went back to Clementi to main bunga api. Thot of playing it at WCP bt member tk bwk lighter! -.- so terpakse beli at 7-eleven. HAHAHH! Kite main bunga api at the multi-story carpark. COOL la seh. BT both wanny and dian are so kentals. They're afraid of the bunga api due to the sound it produces! LAME right. HAHAHH! And wanny kena SIMPUL biawak just now! And dian was like laughing her ass off! LOL. tht's all for today! toodles~ (:

2009-09-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

BLUEKS!

This is the reason why sometimes I don't wna update my blog.
Thr's something wrong with blogger and now cannot upload gmbar.
BORING! HAHAHAH! I'll upload it some other time okay. (:

So anw, went out with Rad and Nisa today.
Gosh I miss them! HAHAH!
Had to pick them up at Outram and off we go to Vivo.
Chilled at the open space thr (FYI: til now idk wht it's called. -.-) before break-fast.
We talked and talked. We also talked abt our lifes in Year 1. Memories! Memories~ Memories~
I miss those times. Hahahh! Okay, tht's all for now okay. toodles noodles doodles~

2009-08-06T09:52:00.000+08:00

I'm just so unlucky. First I had a bad sore throat and cough. Gt MC for 2 days. Then, after a week, I had a high fever PLUS bad sore throat PLUS cough PLUS PLUS body ache all over. And I gt MC for 1 week! GOSH!

And today, I'm supposed to have NSL prac test and I'm all gear up for it. Told Siva ystd tht I'll be coming today as I don't want to do it on any other day. Woke up at 6. Bt I decided to take the train as I haven prepare my stuffs for Prac test. BAD MOVE! I'm telling you. I should have taken the bus to sch instead if I know this would have happen.

Waited for bus at the bus stop and I missed the bus. It's okay, as I'm still rather early. Bt the next bus came only after 15 mins ltr. And on top of that, 2 bus came at the same time. And the bus that I took stop at all the bus stop. WTH. If that wasn't bad enough... Took the escalator up to tap in. I ran up the escalator, rather. And to my surprise, it was EFF crowded! You know during Puasa period whr people all go Geylang to shop and stuff? It's freaking crowded right? The place to tap in was exactly like tht. And on top of that, they only open 1 machine for us to tap in. Like WTF?! Wht's the point of making lotsa machines for tapping in and out but they only open up 1 PATHETIC machine for us to tap in? Doesn't make sense at all. Like that wasn't bad enough, I cut the queue and tapped in. Reached the platform, and I thot I'm gna make it on time, bt no! Both trains to Pasir Ris and Joo Koon arrived mins ago. Bt both trains didn't move for like 10 mins or so! And on top of tht, the train to Pasir Ris is EFF crowded with people. It's like sardines pack in tins. Ehh, no. It's even worst than that! Gt frustrated and decided to take cab instead. Bt ALL the cabs were ON CALL! Fcuker! I looked at the time, and decided to go home instead. I wasted my morning just like that.

Anyone's morning is a screwed up as mine? TAGGG please. I was so mad that I walked home instead. Stupid train! Of all the so many days, today must be the day. GOSH! I'm ubber tired right now. Let's just hope I gt a nice examiner to test me for my NSL prac test. *Prayinghard*

2009-07-20T09:50:00.002+08:00

Heyhey! Long time didn't update this blog of mine. Rotten alr sia! Hahaha! Currently at school. I'm having 3 hours break now! I'm super bored! Lucky Dian bring her lappy. (: Okay, so anw, life's been busy these days. Okay, lets update.

SUNDAY:
Went out with belovedd Isha, Dian, Wanny, Nisa and Netti to watch Piala Raja Panggung at Chai Chee CC. It was fun laa. Had fun time watching them perform! And PADUKA MASOK FINALS!!! YAYYY!! Congrats people! (: We cabot halfway and headed to Vivo. The plan was to go HendersonSSSS Wave *word wanny* XD Bt due to the heavy rain, we decided to stay at Vivo instead. Haha! Okay, tht's all for my sunday.

SATURDAY:
Had NDP training. Thank God it didn't rain. (: Bt all of us had to make-up seh. Even the guys seh! Haha! Overall it was fun laa eventho they changed the thing again. Bt I think this is much more simpler laa. ^.^

FRIDAY:
A DATE WITH HAPPYPILLS W/O WANNY PLUS LALA ADVANCED 18!
It was uber fun! Bt it's a sad thing tht wanny can't join us. Tkper, next time alrights darlas? (: So anw, we went to Keppel Bay which is next to Vivo. Dian, Nisa, Isha and I had to go thr first to prepare stuffs. Bt we gt lost and ended up taking taxi thr. Hahaa! It was really fun laa. Cos Lala thot tht Nisa, Dian and I weren't coming. And she cursed all of us sia! Hahaha! Bt she take back her words of course! HAhaa! It was fun la. We even had one special performance from all of us! Hehehe! Took tonnes of photos. AnD I think Isha alr upload those pics in facebook.. muke sumpah ass-ass aku pon smpai tercmpak kt dlm. ISHA! delete those pics laa! hahaha!

Okay, tht's all I can rmb. Look, I gt STM ok. SO this is the best alr laa. Thank God I can rmb wht I did till last Friday. Hehehe! Okay, think tht's all for now. Shall update more in the future. Toodles~ (:

2009-07-02T13:05:00.002+08:00

I came across this email attach with a poem in it.
I think it's a very meaningful poem. It's about friends.
There's nvr a right time to tell your friends how you feel.
Just when you thot it's the right time, it might be all a little too late.

Tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows...

Tht's all I wanna share. Ohh btw, been fasting for the past 3 days! And I feel so relax... So at ease. I think it's better to spend my 2 weeks of hols by staying at home. HAhaa! Not saying tht going out is bad. Speaking of which, I MISS MY FRIENDS!!! Please choose a date so we all can go out together! Pwease! (:
~~The truth alw hurt. Wht if I tell you how I really feel? You'll get hurt don't you? SIGH~~~

2009-06-28T18:00:00.000+08:00

Slept at 2 plus plus in the morning ystd and mum woke us up at 9AM! She asked us out for breakfast. Then, we went to JP cos Sis wna buy her stuffs. Then, we went to Bukit Batok Nature Park. It was nice thr. The weather is so refreshing. While walking and menikmati keindahan alam, I need to pee and so we went to find the nearest toilet. On the way thr, I saw a monkey and it looks scary. So I told mum abt the monkey la. And she was like, it's nth laa. Sis was like so behind us. And when she finally caught up with us, the monkey actually chase after her! Cos she was holding food! And Both Sis and I gt scared and we ran like mad sia! And mum was like just standing thr looking at us and laughing at us! It was kinda traumatic for the both of us. And when we wna go home, we actually ran to the carpark, leaving mum behind. Hehe! Bt she still can walk so slowly and laughing at us seh. OMG! It was horrible laa. The monkey tht took our food called his clans sia. And thr were like 5 of them eating our food. So sad seh. I was freaking hungry at tht point of time! Hahah! Bt I think I just lost 2 kilos just from running! HEhe!

And apart from tht, something funny happened. Mum wanted to go to Autobacs which is very near the nature park. It's a walking distance la. Cos she wna buy something laa. Reached thr, browsed thru on wht to buy and off to the cashier. And mum was like, "ekynn, wait. I wna check if gt enough money anot." And guess wht? She actually didn't bring her purse! And we're like -.- After so long in thr, then only she realise tht she didn't bring her purse. Like so wth? Haha! Then we had to walk back to our car and gt the purse and walk back to the place. I was lazy so I told mum to drive thr la. And she did, bt it was freaking crowded thr. Funny laa... You guys shud see how mum drive out of tht place. She looks so panick! HAhaa! Okay, laa... Today's post is very wordy seh. HAaha! toodles~

2009-06-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hello. (: These are tht pics taken at Bukit Chandu and HortPark. Not tht many pics tho. Bt enjoys alright! (:

Nadra and Farhan at Bukit Chandu. (:

This picture is taken at Hort Park. (:

Rifqi Reza.

This is the scare-crow which is not at all scary! hehe!

All so the semangat to press the button seh. haha!

I thought this is a swimming pool seh. Padahal2.. Display only laa! haha!

Tht's all folks! toodles~ ^.^

2009-06-26T23:43:00.003+08:00

YESHA!!!!
Attachment is finally over!! Hahaha!

Okay, I'm happy that attachment is finally over. I dun really care abt my grades tho. A C+ is good enough for me. Ohh wells, it's Paediatrics ward. So thr's nth much you can do thr. I mean, it's so unlike any other wards. So yea... So anw, we ate PIZZA for lunch and dinner today! And I'm freaking full! HAhahaha! It was nice laa... It's been awhile since I ate Pizza. Okay, tht's all I gotta say. For those whose attachment is next week.... HAHA! Selamat laa korangs! Beban aku dabes daaa! Skrg da bole enjoys!!! HEhehehe! Okay, toodles~ (:

2009-06-21T16:09:00.003+08:00

Heyho! (:
I'm left with one week of attachment only!! YAYYY! Haha! Can't wait for attachment to over seh. It's quite boring actually. Bt the friends thr are fun fun fun! Hahah! So anw, I'm lack of sleep. Been staying up til late and night and wake up super early in the morning. Thot of waking up super late today bt sis wake me up at 6.20 in the morning! She said mum wna bring us for morning jog. And I'm like #%$!!# I super need my sleep sia. Bt I forced myself to wake up la. I dun wna get scolded by mum. And so, we went to HORT PARK!!! With bibik they all along with atok and nenek. My first trip thr. Been wanting to go thr tho. For those who have no idea whr is it, it's at Alexandra Rd thr. It's quite near Henderson Wave bt you have to walk thr la. Or if you wan, you can take the shuttle bus bt I'm nt sure from whr la. Hehehehe! Took photos of the place. For plants and flowers lovers, go thr! Bt for others, you'll appreciate the nature if you go thr. -.- hehehehe! After we had much fun at Hort Park, atok wna go to Bukit Chandu. So all of us went thr. Nth much la thr.. Thr's an exhibit thr bt must pay so all of didn't go in. It's only 2 bucks seh! Sigh~ So anw, went to eat and then went to AMK. I think tht's all la for now. Attachment resumes tmr! OHHH TIDAKK!!!! Lazy laa.... Sigh~ Klaa, toodles noodles. (:

Pictures taken at Hort Park will be uploaded next time! (:

2009-06-11T21:07:00.012+08:00

Heyho! (:

Okay, first thing first. Its common test week this week. And I'm telling you, it suks big time.
So far, I'm only confident with my PAS paper. Other papers? FAIL BIG TIME! And tmr is my last paper! YAYY! Bt its a sad thing as my paper will only end at 5PM tmr. Sad or wht seh! Haha!

Moving on. My days spent with them was fun laa. I had a good time lauging and laughing with them! Hhahaaa! I'm glad tht I met this bunch of friends la. It makes me think tht my life isn't tht bad afterall. Bt I miss all of my friends! I wan to spend time with them!! GOSH!

Ohh wells.. I can't wait for my hols! Bt have to go through attachment first.. sigh~
toodles y'all! miss each and everyone of you guys! *kisses* from me to you! ^.^

gosh! i dno wht im feeling rite now. is this wht they call love? im not sure. bt i sure do miss tht other feeling. hoping tht things will work out. and to you. i seriously miss being best friends with you. lets meet up and catch things up alright. Insyaallah. Amin. (:

2009-06-06T13:40:00.002+08:00

Heyho! I'm here to update my blog!
Setelah sekian lama tk update....
Hahahaha!

I'm currently at the library... Together with Nisa (uber irritating!), Afiq and Acit..
Tgh lapar siots. Beh si mambang yg satu ni (NISA) lom abes blajar. Tulaa main FB lagi!
Hahhaa! Klaa, tu jek nk update. Merepeks sak ekynn! hahah! toodles~ (:

2009-06-01T23:42:00.003+08:00

GOSH!
One thing just happen after another seh.

Firstly, I got home. Feeling so miserable cos I gt this terrible headache.
And then I gt news from sis that my 2nd brother just gt himself into an accident. And he's now in Alexandra Hospital with mum. I just hope he's alright laa. I'm having funny thots now. Sigh~
I heard he broke his arm. And my sis said tht mum and dad go and scold him. I wonder wht actually happened. Everyone refuse to tell me anything sia!

And then, Imran just told me that he's shifting house alr. I dno why bt I cried on the spot after reading wht he send me uh. I'm feeling terrible! Now, I gt no one to go home with alr. I'm sure gna miss him real bad la. Like, he's the one who listen to all my craps when we're on our way home. I'm so gna miss his company seh. ):

Ohh gawd~ I'm freaking stressed out! Sigh.

Why am I feeling this way?
It's like all my friends are running away from me.
Wht if one day, all of them are gone completely...
How am I suppose to lead my life? I'm sad.

2009-05-26T17:16:00.003+08:00

Heyho.
Sorry for not updating my blog.
Don't have time uh. HEEEE~

Just don't feel right.
I'm not being myself....
Ohh wells....
Gosh I love this song!

Mi Ahn Hae Ya Ha Neun Guh Ni
Mian-han-goni mian-haeya hanun-goni
Do I have to apologize? Should I apologize?

nol saranghage dweborin-gol
I’m falling in love with you
nae sarangi nol manhihim-tulge
I know my love
handanun-gol almyonsodo
has made you suffer

ajikdo po-dae-chido mothago-isso
But I can’t forget you
iron-nal i-hyae-handamyon
If you could understand me
chogum man-nada on-nago hae-do
Please forgive me
na yongso-hae chamshiman do
although I’m crying again

anirago an-dwendago
Although it’s wrong, I can’t
nae nunul kalyodo nonun
Although I closed my eyes
issot-go ham-gge-haeso apa-hamyo
I still can see you
sarado kugot-manuro haeng-bo-khae-sso
Although I’ve suffered with you but I’m happy thinking of it

nae dogwerul damaga tut-ji-anhado
Eventhough I closed my ears,
onjena nae-ge marul-haet-go
I still hear your voice
chiwojiji anh-nundamyon
since I can’t forget you
ijen chongmal saranghago-shipo
I’m going to love you

anirago an-dwendago
Although it’s wrong, I can’t
nae nunul kalyodo nonun
Although I closed my eyes
issot-go ham-gge-haeso apa-hamyo
I still can see you
sarado kugot-manuro haeng-bo-khae-sso
Although I’ve suffered with you but I’m happy thinking of it

Yeahh…

anirago an-dwendago
Although it’s wrong, I can’t
nae nunul kalyodo nonun
Although I closed my eyes
issot-go ham-gge-haeso apa-hamyo
I still can see you
sarado kugot-manuro haeng-bo-khae-sso
Although I’ve suffered with you but I’m happy thinking of it

2009-05-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS OHH SO AWESOME!!!! (: *winks*

Sch supposed to end at 10Am today bt thr's this BCLS lecture so had to end sch at 2PM instead. Bt I'm cool with it. One day only wht.... Haha! So anw, meet up with them and off we go to catch a movie. And lala darla pangseh us. Hahahaha! JK! I know laa syg.. You know I know ehh?? HAhaha! It's like my very first time going out with netti, ami, syahirah and of course LAPTOP BESAR! Hahahaa! And so it was so kecoh-rable laa. We watched Jgn Tegur. Went to take neoprints right after our movie date! And OMGosh! It's EFF kecoh-rable laa. Everybody was like "eh! cannot see me laa. *while jumping to fit in the picture!*" Hahaha! Some of them went off and some of us went to eat at BK. BK is not Bapak Kau ok. Its Burger King. Okay, tht's lame! HAhaha!

So anw, had drama today. And it was awesome too. Bt of course thr's this someone who's late and act like thr's nth happen or whtsoever. *rolleyes* Okay, yea.. Dno how to elaborate on drama training. Ohh... Of course, thr's some people who just can't keep their mouth shut. Keep on talking and talking. They just dno when to stop. And please something are just meant to be kept silent. So KITYS yea! (:

Andd ohh! Something so havoc happened while on our way home. The bus was here so all of us were like rushing to get in la. And thr's this one datin... OMG! So dramatic laa. Can't find her ez-link card. And she's like its for real!!! She ended up paying cash. And guess wht? The EFF card was just thr in her EFF wallet! dia0x! -.- Okay, so she was our joke of the day. Hahaha! (:

Here's our neoprints! (:

2009-05-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

Walao!
Today I had to wake up at 6.30AM sia!
Reach the destination at 7.30AM. Then, went jogging!
I guess it's not bad after all. Bt the waking up part only laa. Hahaha!
Went to eat breakfast after tht.
And know wht? At first dad said he dun wna join us...
Den after, when we're eating our breakfast...
He called saying why we didn't wake him up and all...
Like WTH? Bt he said he wna join next week.. Let see baa.. Haha!

2009-05-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

Today is Vesak Day.
Was bored, so I decided to join Wanny and Nisa to sch.
Had to meet at 1 and so I asked mum to send me as they're going to eat breakfast.

Did our projects at Canteen 1. And most of the time, we weren't doing our projects. We're listening to Hi-5 songs! It was cool laa... Hahaha! Wanny went off at ard 4 cos *ehem!.... Hahaha!
Nisa was hungry so we went KAP to eat. Then, mum called and said tht she wna pick me up cos they wna go somewhr... Nature Park I think.

And guess whr she brought us?? Henderson Wave laa seh! Been wanting to go thr and like so suddenly she brought us thr. My brother works near thr and he said tht it's nice and all. Tht's why she bring us thr. Hahahaha! And tmr, she wna have a morning walk. Guess wht time I have to wake up? 6 laa seh! Sigh~

2009-05-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

Had drama today... It was fun! Thr's new faces in drama. We learnt alot today. And we only have 1 break. So sad! Hahaa! Ohh wells... Drama end at 10 i think... I'm so freaking tired!

PS: 2 projects down so far! left with 2 more! yesha!!!
you lecture me abt how trust is impt and all bt yet you're the one who do not trust me. how do you think i should feel after hearing from you tht you don't trust me and i didn't do anything to earn tht trust from you? i'm speechless and sad also. bt if tht's wht you really think of me then i have no say alr. And further more....
Who am I of yours anw?

2009-05-05T23:11:00.004+08:00

I'M SO STRESS!!!!
I'm stress with school! I'm stress with my life. I'm stress about everything!

GOSH! I hate having to do projects for lotsa modules and all due on the same week. Plus each module you have different grp members. It makes things even more difficult laa. GOSH! I soo hate this. And now, even NSL gt group project. Like WTF?! Gt 2 projects due this thurs. Have not even started... So how? Die lorr...

Tweenie's been MIA for like 2 days. Poor her... Got stung by the stupid jellyfish. And she's coming back to sch tmr! Gosh! I miss her loadds! Can't wait to meet her. Got lotsa things to tell! Hahahaha! And tmr.... Urmm, let's hope tmr won't be as draggy as today laa. *hopinghard*

5 words: I'm immune by it. Tmr will definitely be a disastrous day for me. Ohh, wells.... Like I said. I'm immune by all these.

2009-05-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

Had breakfast with Mum, Dad and Jie. Thank God it's not a disastrous breakfast. Cos usually we would argue or quarrel abt the littlest thing whenever we go out together. So anw, met Syayie at ard 6. Went to had dinner at JP. It's been along time since I met her. Had fun today. Can't wait to go out together again. (:

2009-04-28T22:39:00.003+08:00

(: I'm happy.
Even if I'm not, I'll make myself to be happy. :)
So don't you worry. I'm happy alright...

Been searching for this particular song, sing by Kelly Clarkson and I finally found it. I really don't know the title of the song and I finally know! Happy or wht! (: Shall put the song in my blog one day. Bt not now of course. Hahaha! toodles noodles doodles~

*This heart of mine. It just can't take it anymore. Been breaking and breaking and breaking and sticking back for like tonnes of times. And it's still alive. I don't think it can last tht long tho. Just don't make this heart of mine break again. If it breaks, I don't think it can't be put back together just like the last time. No matter how hard you try.

2009-04-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

Okay people... I know I've not been updating my blog.. I've gt no time you see... teeheee~ Okay, sch just started last monday. I was actually anxious to go to sch bt when I'm alr at sch, I wish I'm having my holidays now. I dun like my class. Not tht I dun have someone I know in my class or wht so ever. Bt I just feel different. Like it's not like wht it used to be. The feeling just suks laa. Plus those modules and all... Super stressful laa. Gosh! I dno if I can cope with my Yr 2 in Poly anot. Hopefully I can laa. I dun wna repeat any modules seh. I've had enough of it. So anw, on a good note, went to sch with SYG today. Damn I miss him. Haha! Klaa, tht's all for now. I'll update more in the future! toodles noodles~ (:

Ohh btw, I just found out something. I'm actually pregnant! OMG! Hell ya man! Took the pregnancy test and yupp! Positive alright. Gosh! I dno how am I suppose to tell mum abt this. Sigh~

2009-04-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating for a very long time. Shit happened.

So anw, just came back from chalet. It was fun and I'm freaking tired. Haha! We played Hansaplast and its freaking scary la. Should look on dian's and nisa's leg. It's all thanks to Sepit. Haha! But Sepit's leg looks horrible also la. Thanks to the both of them. Haha! Had slumber party on our first night. It was fun! Lala..... Ish ish ish! Terok laa! Haha! They had a chatting session in the girls room. All of them were there to participate except for me and nisa. Tired la seh. Bt still, we had a hard time sleeping.

Day 2. Start sleeping at 6 like tht. And woke up at 7.30Am. Slept for 1.5 hrs but due the disturbances and all, I think we sleep less than 1.5hrs. The girls and some of the guys went out for a breather. Wanny woke up and watched TV. I wonder wht's on TV early in the morning. Haha! Was bored and the place was a mess. So took out the broom and start cleaning. Think Hazril saw and he helped out also. Den all of us started cleaning together. Went to swim at the swimming pool after tht. COOL! Haha!

BBQ session! Kecoh-rable. During preparation uh. Dian and Wanny kinda quarrelled. Psl nk ltak uncooked food kt tray! Funny sia! The frying of fries.... So kecoh! Dapur berasap panggil ~~bomba~~ Hazril. He's like Mr Muscle! I need you! Hahahahaa! Kay, lame. So anw, wanny and nisa were busy in the kitchen. Azuan helped also la. Me and dian were poking the hotdogs with the lidi and she's so disgusting when she said this something uh. Hahaaa! Den lala helped to crack!crack!crack! the chicken and we cocok the chicken. Haha! After tht, we carried the tables and arrange the chair. It looked so nice! Haha! Den ape lagi? BBQ time uh! Tgh bbq, the guys bole main wrestling eh kt dlm. Aneh uh... Hehehe. Li treated us pizza! Uber full seh! Suspect da makin bonch bonch uh. Sharks! They wna listen to Misteri Jam12. Bt Nisa and I didn't want to. So, we (nisa, hazril, me, hiphop and azuan) started cleaning the place. Very messy laa. Nisa cut herself while cleaning the tongs. Selenger! Hahaha! After tht, we boiled water and ate cup noodles and the left over chickens in our room. The bbq chicken ended up keras like batu seh! I think its due to the air-con uh. Hahhaa! Slept at ard 1 plus like tht. I just shut my eyes and BOOM! I'm in lalalala's land. Hahaha!

Day 3. Woke up at 0600hrs and sent lala to the bus stop. Uber long journey! We came back at ard 7 I think and the 3 of us started bathing. Watched Dead Silence after tht. COOL uh tht story!
It started raining heavily at ard 9 plus. Bt lucky the heavy rain stopped awhile. Thot of taking the shuttle bus and the queue was freaking long. And it started to rain, again! After the long wait, the bus finally arrive and the guys can't get in cos the bus is freaking small. Ate at Ananas Cafe while waiting for them. Sedappp per! Hahaaha! Home sweet home. (: Pics with Isha. 400 plus plus per gmbar! Whoa!

2009-04-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

Today is like the most unexpected day of my life....

Before I touch on tht, let me brief you guys wht happened this week. Attachment, attachment and more attachment. Not saying its not fun. It is fun! I'm enjoying every single bits and pieces of attachment. But its just tiring la. Had to wake up early in the morning almost everyday. Sigh~ Bt I dun really mind tho since I'm enjoying my attachment. (:

Had dikir training today. Was quite tiring la. Was night shift ystd and had to be in sch by 10 today. So its quite tough for me to wake up early laa. Reached thr on time bt not all came by 10. Waited for the rest to arrive then went to SDAR to train. Starting was great laa. Cm semangat gtu laa. But as the training drags till rather late, it's getting tiring and more tiring. Had a date with tween together with lala and wanny. Dian can't come due to something la. So we made the 2 of them wait for like 2 hrs or so seh. ):

Training only ends at ard 5 i think. We cabbed thr.... Lucky they didn't scold us so much laa. HEEE~ The reason for us to meet is to celebrate our friendship anniversary la. We've known each other for 1 yr alr; 31st of march. It was our induction day. Still rmb tht day where everyone was quiet. I only know wanny and dian on tht day. Bt we talked to lala and nisa while making tour ard the sch. All of us were freaking shy towards each other and I still rmb them saying tht I look so stuck up when they first met me. Gosh! Haha! And something surprising happened. Tweenie gave each of us a lil something. Well, its not small la actually. Its rather big! Hahaa! She bought me a hoodie with musical notes printed on it. Gosh! I've been looking for tht hoodie since ages! Wanting to buy them bt just dun have the time to. And she alr bought it for me. I'm like so touched laa. Then, thr's my fav cartoon character; stitch's bath towel! Plus my all time fav chocolate; GuyLian! I really didn't expect her to buy us these gifts la. I mean, it is so unexpected! Thank you tweenie! I sayangg you many2! Bt, I feel so bad tho for not buying her anything. Nvm, I shall buy her something the next time. (:

2009-03-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

Korean drama never fail to make me cry. Even listening to the Soundtracks can make me cry. Sigh~

I dun wish to write down the things tht'd happen to me lately. I just can't be bothered to post. I'm too tired and lazy. HEEE~

Just so you know, life's been messy now. Reasons? Can't tell....
pls... im not used to feel this way.

2009-03-28T00:42:00.003+08:00

Okay kawan2! Ni laa abg-abg kuZz. Sumpah tk hot okay. LOL!

Ni abg first and second aku. Yg kai ju Escape and muke cramp tu laa first brother aku; Muhaimin. Sorry, tkde gmbar solo die uh...

Ni abg second aku; Syafiq. Die tgh NS bebz. Aku promote mak and bapak aku skali uh. HEHE!

Today shift ends at 8.30PM. Went down to sch to meet up with Tweenie. Went home with Nigel, Hiphop and Imran also. (:

Ohh, something so strange happened today. I'm like WTF?! Daa tunang beh nk ngorat eh? Weird or wht! Gosh! Tmr gt dk lagi.... Sigh~

2009-03-26T22:12:00.002+08:00

How cool is it? I'm having my attachment now bt I still have the time to update this. COOL HUH? Haha! Afternoon shift today. Woke up at 10 and gt to know from mum tht second brother's SIRS are coming. And I'm like whtever. SIRS confirm those old2 apek or pakcik laa. They came when I was still showering. When I gt out from the toilet, I'm like Whoa! They're young dudes! One malay and one chinese. And gosh! They're freaking hot! Like seriously... Not just their body bt their faces too! Like seriously, they are two hot dudes. I've nvr see someone tht hot la. I melted once I saw them seh. Haha! Sorry baobei. You're hotter than them kay and I still love you. (: But they at my house for awhile only. BOOO! How I wish they'll come my house everyday. HEEE~

Okay, enough of drooling. Gt dressed and went to work. Was kinda late today. Sorry Radiah! Well, time flies quite fast la for today. Ohh btw, PAKCIK HOT TU DA BALIK!!!! Thr's this one Pakcik la. He's hot and freaking cute laa. Apart from R die karat, he's cute la.. I think tht R karat of his make him cute la. Haha! But too bad he discharged today. I'll miss him! Haha! Bt still.... Lucky the other pakcik hot still in the ward. Haha!

Kay, going home time. Everyone was like getting ready to go home. Bt Johnston had to jaga at this one cubicle and both Dave and Lloyd had to help the AN do turning I think. All of us were like laughing at them cos its 8.20PM and confrim they'll go home later. But at 8.25, this pakcik hot pressed the callbell and asked for urinal. Kuwang ajar btol! But lucky I went home at 8.30PM sharp! Haha!

Went back home with Rachelena. Saw Zaza at bus stop and Rachelena scare her from the back. And Zaza screamed so loud tht EVERYONE at the bus stop looked at her. So funny laa! Haha! Took 197 to JE. Then took the train home. Something interesting and funny happened in the train. You know tht thing you wear when you wna sleep? So tht you'll slp peacefully even when the light is on? Wht's the name of tht thing again? It didn't ring the bell la. Haha! So anw, we saw this one lady sitting down; sleeping while wearing tht sia! COOL OR WHT! So funny la. Everybody was like looking at her. It's like freaking obvious as she was sitting at the center seat and her tht thing is black! Haha! Funny laa. Me and Rachelena had a good laugh form JE to JP. Haha! End here bah. toodles noodles~

4 down, 10 more to go! AZA AZA FIGHTING!

2009-03-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

"I'm to blame for all this. I'm the cause to all problems. It has always been me. So blame me. I'll take tht blame. And I'm sorry."

Tough day today. PERIOD!

Saw a live example just now on how shit happens....TWICE.
A man accidentally stepped on a puddle. He looked at the puddle and cursed it while walking. And guess wht? He stepped on another puddle infront of him.Funny how you try to avoid things from happening bt it happen again without you seeing it coming. If shit's gna happen, shit will happen. Whether you like it anot.

2009-03-19T01:15:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:
Had drama today. Bt gt to know from lala tht Abg B. not coming today. Like wasted trip like tht. Bt well, nt really. I had fun with them just now. Haha! Wanny was being mischievous as usual... And padan muke! slipper putus! hahhahaah! So anw, we rehearsed twice only and call it a day. Im brought the props up bt he forgot the telephone. So ME, had to go up to the politics room. And when I went inside, thr was an awkward silence for awhile cos everybody was like looking at me. I'm like ??? Never see me before issit? Haha!

Took the bus home. And its saddening cos Wanny didn't go home with me. She went to her Aunt's house. So sad! Reached home at 10.30PM. Washed up and went online. Still online-ing btw. Haha! Chatted on msn for awhile and sis asked me a lil favour. She asked me to book chalet for Aunt exactly at 12AM. I wonder why also. Haha! Tried logging in and stuff using my lappy and it lags giler babi double I uh! Haha! So sis said use the comp instead la. Dad was using so I asked NICELY if I can use the F***ing comp for awhile. And his reaction? "Ko ni menyemak uh! Nak buat ape?" And I said la must help mum book chalet. And he's like nag and nag and nag and scold and stuff. Lucky I didn't flare up ok. Bt sis ended up shouting and all! LOL kn? Hahaha! Well whtever. I'm so irritated by the booking of chalet and stuff. Uber frustrating, irritating, saddening, disappointing, everything! Sigh~ Think tht's all la. Can't wait for drama this fri! Get to meet happypills! YAYYY! (:

PS: Aku miss HAPPYPILLS alr!
PPS: Aku miss tweenie!
PPPS: Aku miss baobei!
PPPPS: Aku jealous ngn kau! BLUEK!

2009-03-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

A BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAZRIL!
Happy Birthday Hazril! May you find your happiness and stay healthy. Amin. (:

PPS: Okay everybody! Ekynn da book adek FEE! So jgn sentuh alright! Heheheehe!

2009-03-17T11:37:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:
Went out to Vivo with my bestfriend; Syayie and Dian today. We were supposed to meet at 12PM bt ended up meeting at 1PM. At the control station, we met Sihui. She's waiting for the rest to watch movie. Minutes ltr, Sandy came. We talked for awhile. Damn I miss them! Took a picture before leaving. Here's the pic! (:

Reached Vivo, Syayie bought her food and we're off to the sky park. Found a decent place to chill and we started eating and talking. We started talking abt something tht made Syayie spit out her drinks. This two-words tht made her tersedak! *Sunita Kaur* I'm clueless also. Haha! I had such a great time yakking with them. (:

While yakking away and eating, popcorns got stucked in our MsSyayie's teeth. And so, this is the solution to remove it.

After so long... It still can't get out. So our MsSyayie decided to give up! Haha!

Anw, we spot this cute lil' guy sitting next to us. He's uber cute laa. I bet he'll be uber hot when he grows up! Confirm! HEHE! XD

Sorry. Background ade nyonya tu sume. HEHE!

After yakking for so long, we decided to cam-whore instead. (:

We were doing silly stuff when Dian told us tht an old flame of mine was walking towards us. One word: SHOCKED! Cos I thot she was just joking.

Practically my job is to act like a ghost and her job is to act like she's scared. Lame ain't it? Haha!

And in this pic, she wna act as tho she gt long hair. Tht's my hair btw. Feeling uh member!Hahahaaha! XD

And so, this lil MsSyayie's hand gt itchy and started taking his photo while he was walking. He saw and looked away. This is the MAT THAI I'm referring to guys. Haha!

Emo-ed for awhile. Haha! Then, we continue taking pictures! (: Okay, this picture, we took lotsa time taking it. Syayie uh... Make us laugh only. I'll explain the reason why we took this kind of picture later. (:

Okay, laugh all you want! This picture is hard to see alright. You'll only get to see this once in your lifetime! And so, this is the reason why this kind of picture was taken. During our secondary sch life, there was reading period. And on certain days, we had to read the newspaper. And so, the naughty us didn't actually read the newspaper. We just looked at the Obituaries section and laugh our ass off looking at the pictures thr. Okay, we're horrible kids alright bt tht was so last time. We even made fun of this one teacher and said she looked like one of the picture in the Obituaries. I still rmb her name, Mrs Mun. She's no longer teaching in our sch tho. I think she retired alr. And so, everytime we saw her, we'll like "Sial la! She die alr sia. Then now come back to take revenge." And we spread this thing to almost everybody we know! Haha! And so, tht's the story behind this picture. PEACE! (:

Our solo poses! (:

Kay, moving on. We wanted to take neoprints and since Vivo dun have the machine, we decided to head back to JP. Before tht, we went to the toilet and even take pictures in the toilet. Our fav. past time during secondary sch life... Reminiscing...

Reached JP. Went to arcade straight and take neoprints! (: I must say the machine thr wasn't tht good. But still.... I'm glad we take neoprints together. It's been a long time... Haha!

Dian had to head home. Before we all go our seperate ways, we went to the toilet....again! Haha! Syayie was having cramps.. While waiting for her to come out from the toilet, we saw HuangYing! Waited for both of them to finish their business and we took a picture! In the toilet! Of all places! Hahaha!

Hahaha! And so tht's my day! Ohh wait! Tht's not all! Had a mass convo on msn just now! So hectic! I can't stop laughing! And my sis thot I was crazy. Of course I'm crazy. I gt crazy friends! Hello! Wht do you expect! Haha! Klaa, tht's all. toodles doodles noodles~ (:

2009-03-17T02:03:00.005+08:00

Heyho. (:
I'm bored. So I editted some of the pics taken on Saturday. WHEE~ ^.^

Tht's all folks!
toodles doodles noodles~ (:

2009-03-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

YOU CAN PUT THE BLAME ON ME.
Tht's the sentence of the day.
I'm expected to express my feelings. But I wasn't given the chance to do so. I was bombarded by remarks and sarcasms. So now, wht's the solution to this? My fault again?
Had dk today. We learned a new song for the upcoming competition. It was nice laa. Bt I can't rmb the tune to tht song! OMG! I'm such a forgetful girl. Sigh~

Took 241 home today!!! Suaku or wht! HEHE! Well, didn't feel anything different tho. Even tho the route is different. Haha!

So anw, going out with my bestie tmr! Can't wait! I miss her so much. Thr's lotsa things tht I wna tell her. Haha!

2009-03-15T18:25:00.001+08:00

It's Sunday today.
Woke up at 1.30PM thinking tht I won't go out today. But mum woke us up, telling us tht we're going to Sheng Siong after she go jemputan. So, I woke up, bathed and gt ready. Went to makan before going to Sheng Siong and it was raining heavily! The traffic lights stopped working and thr was a traffic jam. Everybody don't wna give way and it was freaking messy. After waiting thr for like 5 mins, the TP finally arrived. And the road was back to normal. Poor TP~ He was alone in the heavy rain and had to take care of the heavy traffic. I pity the TP. ): So anw, the rain stopped when we reached Sheng Siong. Bought lotsa stuff thr and the trolley was overloaded! I keep on telling mum tht we need 2 trolleys bt she wouldn't listen. Bile da overload suro AKU tolak. Thanks eh! I'm currently at home, finished watching Sassy Girl, Chun Hyang and now rotting. I'm bored! Haha! Klaa, tht's all for now. toodles noodles~

2009-03-15T02:52:00.001+08:00

MYOB!
Haha! Tht's the word for the day. (:

Kay, so I had LOTSA fun today! Meet up with HAPPYPILLS! (:
Mission of the day; SHOPPING!! Haha! Our plan was to meet at 1PM. And as written in their blogs, Bdk WEST lmbt. Okay, so wht? Kite kn star yg kilat! Hehe! We went to Cotton On first thing we stepped in PS. Haha! We're so the kecoh-rable laa once we reached thr. The boxer comes with exactly 8 different designs. So each of us pick one design. And yea, aku was the last one to pick and aku gt no choice lor. Haha! After tht, we went to buy our dresses. Dian had to went off after tht. So sad! Then, SOMEONE suggested tht we go FortCanning. It was freaking hot and everyone was like perspiring! And ohh, we saw this one man *youknowIknow* So gross! EEEUUUUWW~ Kay, moving on. Ehh no. So bottomline..... Kite tk jadi ddk kt FortCanning psl panas giler babz. BUDAK TU uh... HEHE! Skrg aru leh MOVING ON. Haha! Headed back to PS and sat at Starbucks while waiting for Fee. *Mcm tkde motif gitu kn. Naik turon PS. BUDAK TU uh...* We decided to go McCafe instead. Fickle minded uh kite. BUDAK TU uh... Hehe! And so, Fee finally arrived. We headed to Vivo cos both of them were craving for rojak and banmian. -.-" Lala had to leave so left the 6 of us only. Bought food at Banquet and headed to our usual spot. We chat and chat and chat and chat and before we know it, it was getting pretty late. So headed home. We took lotsa pics! Go to I-sha or Zizi's blog to see those pics. (:

Reached home, gt change and relax for awhile. 5 mins later, mum gt home, asking all of us to get change cos we're going out for supper. Amazingly, first brother tagged along. Usually he'll be lazy and all... Haha! Kay anw, we headed to Changi to have our supper. And it was a disaster. WHY? BECOS, mum didn't do a good job in finding a place for us to sit as thr's a cat under our table. Sis and I complained abt it. So we change place and sat at the table next to the table whr the cat was lying. So much for changing place. Makes no difference. And if tht's not enough, I had to sit somewhr near tht cat and sis kept on looking down to see whr the cat was. Her paranoia made me so pissed tht I couldn't care less if the cat was just next to me or wht-so-ever. But lucky the cat just lied thr. It was a disaster, wasn't it? Haha! Headed home after tht cos mum was getting sleepy. Thr was a commotion at the bus stop near my house. I think thr was and accident. The police was thr, thr's a dented van and a bunch of teenagers with bicycles. It was 2 in the morning for goodness sake! Well, whtever. Haha! Just gt home now. Currently blogging and I'm off to bed now. toodles noodles~

2009-03-14T01:03:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION!!!
Haziyah, I-sha and Mak Haz will be on Suria; Yang TER this Monday at 7.30PM. Sape2 yg tkde kerje tu pegy la tgk. Confirm kekek! HEHE! PEACE! (:

Had dk on thurs. Drama was on thurs too since Abg cannot make it on Fri. Dk was fun. Dk end early cos some of us had to go for drama training. Drama was fun too! Before the guys came, me and tweenie tried playing my scene and Zizi's scene. It was hilarious! Haha! We start the whole things once the guys reached. Drama end at 10 I think. Before going home, we took pics with Abg. And gave him bday card plus cake. Terharu per Abg B! Haha! Took the bus home with Wanny and I reached home rather late. Lucky mum wasn't around to nag. HAHA! Pics from I-sha's blog. I lazy to upload la. If I'm nt lazy then I'll upload alright. Haha!

And today is Friday. Since drama was cancelled, I gt no other plans. And so, I stayed at home for 1 whole day. Lucky time flew by super fast. Without me realising it, it's alr 10PM. Thanks to my Korean drama of course. I'm currently in love withh this particular korean drama; Sassy Girl, Chun Hyang. Its a sad story laa. Not saying tht others are not sad. But this particular drama really make me cry lotsa times. Plus the songs.... Oh gosh! I'm in love with both the drama and the soundtracks! You guys shud watch you know. For those who da tgk den bagos kn cite ni?? Haha! Chey! Promoting or wht! Haha! Klaa, tht's all for now. I so cun wait for tmr! HAPPYPILLS!!! (:

tht one phone call you gave me tonight was so unexpected. i thot you've given up on me becos of my behaviour and all. and so i thot wrong. i love you baby. and im sorry abt tues. bt like you said, we can still feel each other even tho we're nt seeing each other...rite? meet me soon alright. i miss you so darn much!

2009-03-12T00:37:00.007+08:00

Here are pics taken on Tuesday! (:

kecoh-rable la ni due! haha!

di mane ade taik, di situ ade lalat! notice sendirik la yer! XD

uat dikir nmpak bang! Haha!

ape je tau si due monyet ni. haha!

Da ketawe rbk2 so kite pon petik la gmbar.

Bdk tu da PS main psp uh. Haha!

Jakon! Tk perna turon kt Pioneer. Tempat kerusi lawa. So petik gmbar uh. HEEE~

Tht's all folks! toodles doodles noodles~ (:

2009-03-11T23:53:00.005+08:00

Had drama today. Came to sch early bt they all gt AGM meeting. Apedaaa... Waited for Nisa and Dian outside CHEERS with Mak Haz. Lame pe tgu tu 2 mambang.. Haha! I so miss Nisa. Its been awhile since I last saw her. Thr's so many things tht I wna tell her bt too little time. Sigh~ Well anw, we went to BA after tht and chat. Azuan and Hiphop came later. Then we played soccer! Cool or wht! Haha! My second time playing soccer. Bt stupid Hiphop! Tht's MY ball! Why must you be thr too? It your fault tht my leg become swollen. If gt blueblack.... Siap ko! Haha! Till now, I can still feel the pain. Its freaking painful laa. Haha! After enough of soccer, we played monkey laa plak. Mcm2 laa drg ni. Haha! Den we do some warming down and start rehearsing. Drama only end at ard 9.30Pm. It was fun laa. I enjoyed myself today. (:

SIGH~ Why is everybody picking on me these days? Kirekan best uh nk memperkecilkan aku. Many people are making me feel uber guilty over many things. Even the littlest thing. Screw me! Damn it! I hate my life these days...

2009-03-11T00:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIC WONG XUAN ZHAO! (:
*I dun have a picture of him. So can't upload it. Well anw, happy LEGALLY 18th birhtday! (: He's the guy tht helped me pass my Emaths for O lvls. During tht 2 weeks of study break, he'd call me at night to ask me if I had any qns tht I dno how to do and he'd explain it clearly. I really appreciate his help. And thanks to him, I gt B3 for my Emaths. Thank you Eric! (: Happy Birthday once again. May all your dreams and wishes come true alright! CHEERS!

2009-03-10T22:43:00.003+08:00

Hey y'all! (:
I had lotsa fun today! Went out to Bugis with Dian, Wanny, Azuan and Hiphop!
Our plan was to meet at 2 but dear Azuan was late! Haha! Wanny and Hiphop joined us only later. We went shopping at Bugis Street. And gosh! Thr's so many things tht I wna buy thr! Bt I'm retricting myself from buying anything thr as this Sat I'll be gg shopping with HAPPYPILLS! Can't wait to meet them. I miss them. Ohh wait, we'll be meeting tmr laa. Cos gt drama.. Haha! Well anyways, after tired of shopping, we went to take NEOPRINTX! I nvr take neoprintx with them before. And it was so cool! Haha! Azuan had to go home early. So all of us went home. Ohh before tht, he treated us ice-cream! I scream, you scream. We all eat ice-cream! LOL! XD Alighted at Pioneer today and we gt lost for the moment. Ohh! Something VERY funny happened while we're on the train. I know you know. Haha!

It started drizzling when we're walking. Walked seperate ways with Dian and Wanny. And so, I walked in the rain. Gosh! The feeling is superb. So cooling... So refreshing... So..... quiet. (: We took pics! I'll upload them soon alright! toodles noodles~

2009-03-09T23:47:00.002+08:00

Have you ever have this feeling of getting mad at someone for no particular reason?
Have you ever have this feeling of not wanting to pick up calls from the one you loved?
Have you ever have this feeling of wanting to commit suicide?
Have you ever have this feeling of wanting to laugh like nobody's business all of the sudden?
Have you ever have this feeling of crying in the rain so no one can see you cry?

I'm having these feelings rite now. How? Am I crazy or something? I dno either.. SIGH~
Wht am I gna do rite now? Let's just hope for the better.

2009-03-08T02:26:00.004+08:00

Hello! (:
It's 2:26AM now and I'm still awake. Made a bet with sis.. Who can tahan awake til tmr morning at ard 9... Bt she cannot take it alr.. And so she's asleep now. Haha! I dno why but I find it hard to sleep these days. Having this uneasy feeling... Hoping nth bad will happen laa. I want to sleep, bt I'm just not sleepy... Ystd, I even stayed up til ard 4AM plus nearing 5AM. Bt even still, after turning off my lappy, I still can't sleep. Sigh~ Ystd was a terrible day. I just can't seem to find a reason why I have difficulties sleeping at night. I need sleeping pills! Gosh~ I've been watching anime ever since I gt my lappy. Haha! I've gt 2 more weeks of hols so I better make full use of it. Watch anime, drama all the way! Haha! Klaa, I think tht'll be all for now. I wanna try sleeping early. So, I'm turning in now. toodles noodles~ (:

PS: I miss you real bad. Meet me soon alright. I think You're the reason why I can't sleep at night...

2009-03-06T15:43:00.003+08:00

Heyho! (:
Here are the pics taken ystd!
There are tons of pics!
So lazy ekynn, dun wna upload all of them. Why?
Cos its tiriing. And she's lazy. HAHA! XD

Tht's all for now. Better get ready for drama. Haha! Ohh btw, some of the pics are with tweenie. So if we're gna add my pics and hers, it'll be double tons! Lame-ness! XD

2009-03-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hello! (:
Jason Mraz concert was oh so awesome!! I really enjoy myself with tweenie!
We scream our ass off like nobody's business. Lucky I didn't lost my voice.
Hahaa!

Met tweenie at JE station at 6.15PM.PHEWW~ Lucky I'm on time... (:
Tweenie become the datin (wannabe) for the day. Haha! Reached Kallang at ard 7PM. Wanted to walk to Singapore Indoor Stadium (STI) bt our tweenie here forget the route to walk thr. And so, we followed this grp of girls laa. Cos we had this feeling tht they wna go to STI too. True enough, they wanted to go thr too bt they dno how to walk thr also. So, me and tweenie took cab thr. Such a waste of money! Haha! I'm like one SUAKU girl like tht seh. Cos FYI, I've nvr been to STI before alright. Yea, yea... Laugh at me! I dun care. Haha! So anw, we saw FAT! I thot it'd be impossible to bump into her as the stadium is BIG! Bt we bumped into her! COOL or wht! Haha!

The concert end at ard 10 plus I think.
We walked to Kallang station. It started to rain again.. So the both of us gt wet. Haha! Okay laa... Tht's all for now. Oh, we took pictures! I'll upload it when I'm free yea. toodles noodles~ (:

2009-03-05T15:38:00.002+08:00

Hello. (:
I've change my bloskin! YAYYY! lawa tak eh?? hmmm....
Okay, I spent a LONGTIME doing this okay! Haha!
Klaa, I shall update more soon!

JASON MRAZ!!!!!
I coming for you. Haha! XD

2009-03-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all! :)
As you can see... I'm in a freaking happy mood now.. :)
WHY?!
Cos I just gt tht freaking laptop today!
Well, its nt like wht I imagine tho BUT I still love it!
Least I won't hve to blog abt how inconsiderate my dad is.. HAH!

So yea,
I will be blogging every now and then.
I will be online every now and then.
So BANZAI!!!! Haha!

Okay, tht's all for now.
Ohh, I have drama tmr!
Can't wait!!! I miss HAPPYPILLS! :)

PS: I miss baobei. ):

2009-03-01T15:18:00.004+08:00

Went out with baobei and tweenie ystd.
Had so much fun with them!
We watched He's just not that into you.
Quite nice I must say. (:

Ohh, we went to play arcade too.
Da lame per aku tk main arcade.
Haha! And yea, tht's it.
Let me end this post with some pics.
toodles noodles~ (:

2009-02-27T15:58:00.004+08:00

And so ystd was fun. (:
Supposed to meet up at 11 but the three of us were late; making everybody plus baobei wait. So sorry!! We were hungry.... Haha! Okay, moving on.

We had props making session ystd. I never know making props could be so much FUN! FUN! FUN! (: Wanny was super duper irritating ystd. *i want nobody, nobody but youuuu~~~* Haha! And so, we managed to finish at ard 3PM. We packed up and headed to Vivo as everyone was hungry. But Mak Haz and Hiphop didn't join us tho. So only us; Happypills plus Azuan. Oh, Azuan is officially one of our Girlfwens. Haha!

Well anw, took 61 to Vivo. The journey was freaking long. So me and tweenie slept in the bus while everyone else was kecoh-ing?? Haha! So we bought our food once we reached. And we found a perfect place to eat and chill. I just love my seat. PERFECT SPOT! Haha! And so, we had an open-up session after eating. All thanks to tweenie. *Fee, we heard noises!* Haha! Lame! Kalau paham bagos. Kalau tk den nvm. Haha! Then, we went to play with water. It was so fun! We took lotsa pics! We even took a picture with 2 Angmohs! Haha! After spending so much time playing with water, we decided to take a chill pill (LOL) and had a sharing session.

I had so much fun&laughter ystd! But it's not enough! I need more!!!! I can't wait for another outing! I just love each and everyone of HAPPYPILLS!
fcuk the world. hate us cos we noe for the very fact that you envy us. so screw you! thankyou. (:
*I want nobody nobody but you you you you you you you*
-clap clap point clap-
Haha! Wanny yg ajar. HEHE!

2009-02-20T14:54:00.002+08:00

Okay, she tagged me asking me to do this survey. I'm bored now, so I guess I shall do it now. :)

1.Who was the person who tagged you?
Nurul Haziyah Bte.... who run? Haha! XD

2. Relationship between you and her?
HAPPYPILLS! :)

3. Your 5 impressions of her?
Lame, slalu random, short! [shorter than me!] Hehe!, sweet and cute! :)

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will..
lols? Won't one laa. Cos she's my HAPPYPILLS! :)

5. What would you say to the person you like very much?
"awak-awak.... kite suke awak tau. awak suke kite tak?" HAHA!

6. Characteristics I like about myself?
Lame-ness! :)

7. Characteristics I hate about myself?
Always so lazy! BOOO! :(

8. For the person whom u hate, you say?
Ermm, I hate you?

9. What do the people around you feel about you?
How would I know. Ask my friends. :)

10. Your crush(es)?
Brad Pitt!! HA-HA!

11. Pass this to 10 people.
1)Syayie
2)Nisa
3)Dian
4)Shasha
5)Hiphop
6)Siva
7)Mira
8)Steph
9)Amitaichi
10)Huang Ying

12. If 5 & 7 were together? Hiphop&Mira
LOLS. They don't even know each other.

13. Who does 5 like? Hiphop
I dno... ME? WAHAHAHA! XD

14. What colour does 9 like? Amitaichi
PURPLE FREAK! Haha! :)

15. Say something about 8 Steph
She's my darling! Gosh! I miss her!

16. Who is 2? Nisa
She's my tweeen! And I love her. :)

17. Talk about 3 Dian
Datin, diva and dee-an! Geddit? Haha!

18. Who is no.10 bestfriend? Huang Ying
I'm not sure. Erm, Hai Xin? Haha!

19. Who’s the sexiest among all 10?
Dian! Cos she datin wannabe. Hehe!

20. What colour does 4 like? shasha
Erm, orange?

21. Is no.4 single? shasha
Nah, I dun think so. Rite?? Haha!

22. Your relationship with no.1? Syayie
She's my bestfriend cum cousin! :)

23. Are 5 & 6 bestfriend? Siva&Hiphop
Haha! Same course bt they don't know each other. Haha!

24. No.9 surname? Amitaichi
Nur Amirah Bte...... (Fill in the blank!)

25. 7’s nickname? Mira
Mira lor. Haha!

26. Say something to 8 Steph
DARLING! I miss you so much!! :)

27. Say something to 9 Amitaichi
AMITAICHI! Haha!

28. Who does 1 admire? Syayie
ME! ME! ME! Haha!

29. Where does 1 live? Syayie
Bukit Cough.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
lols? Maybe..... Haha!

31. Say something to 6 when u see her? Siva
Eh, I'm so gna bite you when I see you! Haha!

32. 10’s spouse? Huang Ying
I don't know.... Haha!

Okay, that's all for now. I have exam tmr and I still have the time to do this survey. Baby's gna kill me if he finds out. Haha! But nvm laa, I need a break. I'm sure he understands....rite baobei? Haha! I'll update more in the future. toodle noodles~ :)

2009-02-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm kinda lazy to blog so I'll just reply to tags! :)

terry: ekynn!!!thanx for d wish!!!
Ekynn: You're welcome! :)) [Ni da lame seh! Haha!]

Your Majesty: i'll grant you your first 3 wishes.. :)
Ekynn: You'll grant my first 3 wishes? Huh? I dun get you honey. Haha!

zizi: haha.yeaaa..very famliar.continue thinking khi.haha.ekynnn! syg kamu
zizi: kau tgk aku smile lagi besar kan? heheheh.=D
zizi: smth for u to do at my blog!=)
Ekynn: ZIZI! Sayangg kamu also! I'll do whtever things tht I need to do soon okay. =))

nisa: syg! relax.. i'll be by your side tmr.. no worries.. then you know, i know.. hahahahaha...
Ekynn: Haha! Thanks for the you know I know syg. Tmr you know I know alright. Haha!

shikin: ekyn ! hahah , mis kau la girl . how r you ??
Ekynn: Heyhey! ni shikin Juying issit? 5A1 nye shikin eh? Haha! Im fine thank you. How bout you?? Oh btw, I link you alr. :))

arab: ur r not out of place..remember tat okies..smiles alwaz..=)
Ekynn: yea, hope not. thanks anw. :)

Salina: Ekynn!!! I miss you baybeh!!! =DDD
Ekynn: I miss you too babe!!!! Bile nk klua together??? Haha!

hiphop: monyet...ko jgn mcm2...tu secret aku yg paling rabak nye....kalo ko pecah lobang aku geletek ko non-stop...:-P
Ekynn: Beruang!! Ko uh tkmu mcm2. Nnti aku btol bilang every soul in the world aru tau. by that time, you'll be begging for mercy uh. Blueks! Haaha!

fee: ur tagged. see the blog!
Ekynn: Thanks for tagging. okay, I'll see soon okay. Ehehe!

2009-02-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hello y'all. :) Finally I gt the chance to update my dusty lil' blog again. Okay, lame! XD So last friday was awesome! I enjoyed myself during drama. But I so dun like HipHop laa! You-know-wht okay HipHop. And I'm so not gna forgive you for that! You owe me a meal eh btw. Dun luper! And so, everything was fine on Friday. :)

So, wht did I do on Saturday? It's Valentine's day. :) Ohh yea, speaking of which. Wanny gave me a pink rose on Friday. Ain't that sweeet? Haha! Okay, moving on. It was mum's day off and so, me, mum, jie and 2nd bro went to eat at Teh Tarik. 1st bro and dad didn't tag along as they're working. After that, went to Westmall. Initially, mum wanted to buy herself a new phone. Cos she complained that she always use "2nd hand" phone. So, after hours of browsing thru those phones, she finally made up her mind on wht phone to buy; W595. So, we waited for our number to be called. So we reached the counter, had some chatting going and she said she confirm that she wants that phone. *salesman da kluakan the phone alr. letak kt atas meja. and was about to key in something laa...* Mum said, "eh, I don't wan uh. I change my mind." And both of us were like ????? Fickle minded la my mum. Haha! And then my sis said, "my mum dun wna buy bt tht's okay. Cos I'm buying it." Den, everything settle alr, mum said this. "Eh, I want to buy uh actually...." And sis was like "NO!NO!NO! too late alr. That phone is mine." Haha! So funny la. Both of them quarrel over a phone. Haha! And so tht's my Saturday.

And Sunday. Went to the airport with sis. So suaku. Haha! Actually, I'm kinda lazy to write wht actually happened. So yea, jus noe that I went to airport alright. Haha!

"Kakkk..... Ekynn syg kakak!"
"Ape ko nak? Buat ramai jek."
"Kak, I know you love me. So can you PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give me that one pair of tix to Jason Mraz concert? Pretty pwease?? *Bambii eyes*"
"That bambii eyes of yours wont work okay. Tgk laa cmne... I'm still doing my research."
"Research?! Research ape seh?? Just give me laa. Take that as my advance bday gift uh. Bole uh... *sadface*"
"Save it okay. Tkmu nk uat muke 20 cent. Tgk laa... Most probably aku kasi la. BUT! tgk laa cmne. Mane tau aku nk gy ngn kawan aku.."
"OHHHH TIDAAAKKKK!!!!!!!!"

PS: Mr VAIN, I update alr okay. And no more webs alr. Haha!

2009-02-13T11:26:00.001+08:00

My HAPPYPILLS!
I really miss them. I can't wait to meet up with them later.
Hoping things will get better. =)

2009-02-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

Today. Feeling out-of-place.
What actually happened today? I don't even know. My mood just went down. SIGH~ Had NSL theory test today and I think I'll fail. I didn't even study for it la. And I MISREAD one question! Shitto~ But whatever. Just hope that I'll pass my NSL. That's all for today. =)

Oh btw,
I'd like to say thank you to HipHop and his phone. Haha! Both of them made my day today. Watching those hilarious videos in his phone made me laugh. And that was a good laugh okay. I needed that. Thank you! =)

I'd like to say thanks to tweenie too for giving me wht I wanted most. I love you! And thank you to Mr VAIN too for making me forget about my probs. =)

And to my HAPPYPILLS, thank you for smiling and laughing today. Looking at you guys really make me smile. =)

And sorry to everyone. If I have, by any chance made you people angry or anything. I'm truly sorry. I didn't mean to....

2009-02-08T14:37:00.002+08:00

Today is Sunday. I'm currently at home, doing my NR. Was happily doing my NR when someone just interrupted me with those words again. I'm sick of it alr laa. So please, unless you buy me a laptop, then just fcuking shut up alright. Not to be rude or anything but you made me. Sorry~ Erm, you know, I'm not sorry. I'm not sorry for being rude to you. You know why? Cos you deserve it. If you do not know how to respect others, then you shall not be respected. So pls stop scolding me for being rude. You know I did this for a reason but must you be so unreasonable? Must I always do what you say? Can't you just be understanding for this once? This is my last project for now. So please coorperate will you? Like seriously, I'm sick of tolerating la. And I won't tolerate no more.

And moving on. Let's talk abt ystd. All I can say is FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN! Haha! So, that's all for now. I shall update more soon. toodles~

PS: Exams drawing near.

2009-02-05T23:52:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I had my FON presentation today. It was ouh-kay. Don't wna talk abt it laa. And tweenie had her NR presentation today and whoa! She looks like one waitress seh. Haha! No laa, she looks like lawyer laa. But tak menjadi nyer lawyer uh. Hehe! We even took pictures! Shall upload it soon! Or you guys can just go to her blog la. =)

School ends at 4 today. Went to meet up with Ann-Geez. We had a long talk la. But mostly talk crapp! Haha! Ohh ya, before that we went to eat at Alumni and we laughed non stop sia! Wanny's *you-know-what* got rashes! Haha! Thought of going home at 8 plus plus but we went home at 9 plus plus instead. Haha!

I really had fun laa today. Meeting them really made my day. I LOVE THEM! =)

2009-02-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABG IMRAN! =)

Wah! Dah legally 18 seh. Kay firstly, sorry la didn't wish you thru' calls or text messege. Adik busy uh. You know, with school and stuffs. Haha! Anw, hope that you enjoyed yourself on your BIG day! And may all your dreams and wishes come true yea. =)

"Abg! Ape ni? Asl abg tengking mak? Ni mak kite tau!"

If tht's wht you want.....

Okay so, had my AAP pract test today. And I think I did bad. Manage to forget most of the functions. COOL or wht? Haha! And Dr Ron even looked at me and said, "Relax..." *smile* I guess I looked super stress tak? Haha! But whatever. Lucky it's over. So, no more worries. Now, I just need to focus on my f***ing prjocts and exams. I think I'll end here ba. Bye y'all~ ^.^

2009-02-01T01:53:00.004+08:00

Hello. It's 0153hrs now! And I'm still awake. Weird or wht? As you all know, It's hard to see me online-ning at this hour. Fortunately, my dad's sleeping now. Haha! But I'm lazy to blog actually. HEHE! Anw, had FON project to do. And it's killing me. I dun really know how to do la. But I'm half done. Haha! Erm, what else eh? Ohh, went to sch with Nisa and Wanny today. Went to study at library. Meet up with Lala. Went to eat at KAP and went home. Okay, tht's all. YAYYY!!! YOUU, I've finish blogging! Haha!

2009-01-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

Okay, first of all, I'd like to day HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AYAH!!!! tht's all I can say here. Thr's too much to tell tho bt I dun think it's necessary for me to blog abt it. The only person tht's suppose to know is only my dad and him only. And me of course... Haha!

Okay, abt today....

Hmm.... What did happen today? Well, many things happened. Well, not really many la. Bt it's quite many la. Okay, confused jap... Haha! Kay first, he-who-shall-not-be-named-to-protect-his-identity [WTH?!] went to sch with me. :) Took a different route this time and it's faster! WHEE~ Haha! Had S&W and we gt to know tht thr's no more S&W actually... Haha! Bt for us, nursing student, we still gt 2 more make-ups to go. URGH~ Lazy seh.. Haha! Kay moving on. Sch end at 2 today. Suppose to have NSL bt the lazy me dun wna go NSL. Haha! Then, *somethinghappened*.

Drama starts at 6.30 today. Everybody was busy memorizing their scripts. Lucky mine was just 2 short lines. Haha! We rehearsed on our own once while waiting for ABG BIJAN to come. [I dno why must I type his name in caps lock. HAHA!] He went thru story by story and I'm telling you. I think he spent the most time on the first story which is OUR [ABG imran, MAK haz and ADIK me] Haha! It's tougher than I thot! I had to like freeze for like wht? 10 mins?! Haha! Bt it's a nice experience tho. I LIKE~ Haha! Bt the most funniest part was Ngek and Nguk's story. I really had a good laugh all thanks to them! Haha!

Drama ends at 10! And so, all 4 of us took cab home. Bt of course, it wasn't MY idea and so Nguk paid for the cab fare. HEEE~ Me and ABG went to Pioneer Mall to buy dinner. Haha! And we walked home. Coolshit or wht! It was freaking exhausting la. Reach home quite late and lucky mum was not around. If not, she'll slaughter me for coming back hme almost everyday. Haha! Okay, I think I'll end here for now. Had morning class tmr. And I'm going sch with him-who-shall-not-be-named-to-protect-his-identity again! GOSH~ I miss him. :)

2009-01-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

School starts tmr! Thank God! I'll die if this goes on. I can't take it! I've been spending my holidays at home! Except ystd tho. Haha! Can't wait for sch tmr! Oh wait! Thr's S&W tmr! URGH~ Oh wells, basketball is fun. So tht's okay. Haha! Oh wait! Thr's make up class tmr! Dangs! Oh wells.... I think tht's all for today. Bye y'all~ if you think you're the only one tht have to take care of others feelings... then think again. you're just like me. oh wait, you're nth like me. mine is worst than yours. tht's all i wan you to know. peace!
PS: ekynn's getting fat! She's alr fat la. Erm, wht I mean is she's getting fat-ER! HAHAHAHA! XD

2009-01-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

I must say today is a boring day! All I did was watching TV. So tht's my day today. Boring right? I know.... So thr's nth else to say. toodles noodles~ =)

PS: I'm happy to meet you the other day. Cos I seriously miss you, my friend! Let's meet again one day! =)
such a big world bt thr's no place for me here. :(

2009-01-23T23:32:00.001+08:00

Okay, so today was great! I enjoy every single part of today! Like seriously... =) Had to skipped Pharmaco lecture due to certain things. Haha! Ohh, had drama today and I'm telling you. I had fun in drama. Before drama starts, we played zipzapzop. Haz, Wanny and Dian kana forfeit! It was hilarious! Should see the videos... Haha! Drama end at 10. It's quite late la so Wanny, Dian, Imran and I took cab home. Tht's all for today. toodles noodles~ =)

2009-01-22T16:10:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all! :) Okay, I know my blog's dying and I'm trying my very best to save it. Haha! Well, like I said, you can't blame me alright. I've got reasons why I can't update. Haha! Okay, so let's starts from monday okay. Haha!

Monday.
End class at 6. Had dikir actually bt it was postponed to Wed. Met Ngok, Ngek and Hiphop and we went the library. We chatted till quite late la. Supposed to went home with him but he said he can't. So ended up going home with Ngok. Bt I gt to know tht he's in the same train as me. Haha! We met and he sent me home. Haha!

Tuesday.
Met Ngek and Ngok together with Hiphop again and we went to canteen 1 to eat with Imran, Ojan and Nigel. After that, the three of them had to go off and so Ngok, Hiphop and I stayed at canteen 1 while waiting for Ngek. She said her meeting ends at 7 bt it actually ends later. Met Ngik and Nguk too. We all sat at canteen 1 and chatted. It was a good chat la. And once again, he sent me home. Haha!

Wednesday.
Went to sch with him. Was late for my S&W for like wht? 20 minutes? Luckily our coach was in a good mood and he let me off. Hehe! Sch ends at 1. Bt thr's dikir today. So, I went in to Ngok's and Ngek's AAP lecture. Wasn't even paying attention la. Haha! Dikir end at 8.30 and the 3 of us took the bus home. Haha!

Thursday.
Went to sch with him again. Haha! And saw Nguk in the bus. Was 5 mins late for my SAWI. Lucily my group wasn't the first one to present. Haha! Our presentation was okay laa. Cher gave good comments to the 3 groups who presented just now. Had AAP lecture today and I can't believe I fell asleep! And I really fell asleep! I guess I'm too tired laa. Haha! I'm currently at canteen 1 now. Together with Ngok and Hiphop. Waiting for Ngek. I think that's all for now. Shall update my blog soon. Toodles noodles! :)

2009-01-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hey, finally! I get to update my blog again! YAYYY! Okay, so ystd was great! Met twinnie at J.E and we went Kovan together. Watched detention crew perform. It was nice bt it's rather short tho. Haha! Then we watched the paduka perform. They're funny laa. Saw some of them doing mistakes. Haha! After tht, I parted ways with twinnie. She had netball match at her secondary sch and me? Haha! Ade laa yer. Overall, I had fun ystd!

Okay, today. I rot at home the whole day. Woke up at 12.30! Haha! Watched tv for awhile and slept again! Can you believe it? I don't believe it either! Haha! Woke up at 4 plus. Then, watched tv again and play scrabble with my siblings. It's super funny la. My eldest brother especially. Haha! Kay, I think I shall end here la. Tmr sch starts at 8! Dangs~ Klaa, toodles! Miss me! ^.^

2009-01-14T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hello again. =) I'm currently at gameroom. Had a meeting just now and poor ngok nisa and ngek lala had to wait for me. Sorry syg. And as a punishment, I've to update my blog now. And seriously speaking, I really don't know what to post. Since both my sayangs were pouring their hati out in their posts, I guess I'll pour my hati also laa. HEHE! *BIGgrin*

Okay, let's start here. As wht they post at their blogs, I guess it's true uh. I think the 5 of us are like drifting apart uh. Many people are MIA. And I really miss them all. I hope we'll have our monthly meeting like we used to uh IF everyone of us are free laa. It's not only that laa. I guess each and every one of us have change slightly uh. Not saying that it's a bad thing laa. Bt I guess I'm not used to the environment I guess.
hidden-tears~
I guess I shall end here ba. I wna play the game hotel 626? They say it's scary so I wna try it out! WHEEE~~~ ^.^

2009-01-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking real hard. What is it that I've done that make you super upset with me. Maybe it's the words that I've said to you. Or my actions. What is it?! It's really stressing me out here. Like I said, I'm no magician who can read your mind. Help me out here will you?I'm just so sick of this life now. It fcuking irritating. Seriously......

2009-01-09T12:50:00.002+08:00

Heyho! Sorry for not updating. I've been busy uh. Busy with sch and stuff. I'm currently at MCC booth. Using li's laptop. Haha! I've got nth to update laa actually. So I think I shall end here laa. Toodles~ Miss me y'all! :)

2009-01-04T20:35:00.003+08:00

Okay, I finally update this blog. My comp broke down laaa. Sorry lerr. Haha! Nothing much to blog actually. Okay, first thing first. The performance at Malay Village on the 27th Dec was disastrous. To me laa. Cos I did lotsa mistakes this time. My bad... =( Next, the chalet with my relatives was awesome. We really bonded! WHEE~ Haha! Next, the camp which is on 2-4 jan. Was fun! Get to meet up with HAPPYPILLS. =) We met early, sat at Mcd and chatted like thr's no tmr. We're uber noisy. As thr's like not a single soul sitting around us! Haha! We chatted til erm... 5 plus? or 6 plus? Then headed sch, put our bags and went jalan2 and take a look at MAKAN PLACE. Gosh! Thr's only 1 muslim store out of the many stores thr seh. I'm so disappointed! Kay, moving on. Sat outside makan place and continue chatting until Ami called Nisa asking us to go back to clubhouse. Haha! Most of the happypills, eh no. All of the happypills except Nisa and I went home the next day. So sad.... =( Okay, enough about camp. Currently, I'm at home. Just finish my assignment. PHHEEEW~ I'm enjoying now. Haha! But thr's sch tmr, and I hate it. I want to enjoy longer! Haha! Okay, tht's all for now. I'll update more when I'm free or when thr's lotsa webs on my blog. Haha! toodles ~
missing our old relationship. ya allah, please return my old bestfriend to me. i missed him. amin.
PS: I learnt how to beatbox from An hiphop. Hehe!

2008-12-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO THIS LASS; DIAN NURFAZILA! :D

I don't think I can wish you thru' sms tho. But I'll still text you ok. Haha! Lame! Shiok uh at KL. Haha! May you have a wonderful day on your special day! And I really hope that you'll be happy always and live life to the fullest! SAYANG KAMU! :D

Okay, I seriously dno what to update. Not in the mood to update tho. So, let's just end here okay. Oh btw, had to be in sch at 11 tmr. So I shall sleep now. Bye all.

Oh btw, happy belated birthday to NG SIN JIN AND SUMIRA. Sorry for not wishing you guys on the 24th. :(

2008-12-24T00:25:00.003+08:00

Heyhey! I'm here to update again. It's been ages since I last blog. Yea, yea... It's getting dusty, I know. But what to do. I don't feel like updating uh. There's too many things that I wanna post about but I just dno where to begin. So, I think it's better for me not to update la. Haha! Okay, ley's start from the top ok? ^.^

Common test results are out. And alhamdulillah. I manage to pass all. But not very good grades laa. I got 2 Ds, 2 Cs and one B. How pathetic it is. But I deserve this la. I didn't study hard for my common test. But I'm really happy that I didn't fail any module. Cos I so dun wna re-sit for the paper. =)

Okay so. Life's been okay so far. Seriously, it's just an okay. Erm.. No, I don't think it's even ok. My life's a mess now. Many things had happen. And I know things will get even more complicated than it is right now. So yea, I'm expecting the unexpected.

And moving on. E2 had a chalet last mon; 151208. It's was fun fun fun! Got to meet with them. I so miss them. We chatted but didn't really catch things up. Cos everybody was busy EATING! Haha! And as always, picture taking is a MUST MUST MUST for us. Haha! BUT! I'm sorry to say this but I'm not going to upload those pics cos it's too many and if you wna take a look at those pics, go to QIN's or SHASHA's blog. Thank You for your cooperation. :)

Next! Attachment is so over for me. YAYY! Even tho I'm having my 2 weeks of hols now, I don't feel like I'm having hols. I spent most of the time at home and it's freaking boring! Ask me out will you? ANYONE?! Haha! And dikir is taking 1/4 of my hols also. Haha! Well, what to do. Perfomance is THIS WEEK mind you. So, we need more trainings!

Training's been tough I must say. The ragam is quite confusing. But it was nice la. The ragam I mean. When you get to do all those steps, it looks nice. Today we had another training and we learnt the ragam for matang. It's even more confusing. I just couldn't get the steps right and it really pisses me off! Haha! Today's training end rather late. Well, it ends at 8.30 actually but we stayed back to get all of our steps right. Haha!

Currently at Aunt's house now. It's so nice of HipHop and Nisa to accompany me. They're willing to turn one round for me. AAWWWW~ They're such a sweetheart. Thanks yea guys! And oh! Took the same bus as Nigel also and he send me to my Aunt's house. Isn't that sweet? DOUBLE aaawwww~ Haha! Today I get to know that they're such a sweetheart. But I'm not sure about tomorrow. Hehe! Okay laa, I think I've said enough. I'll update more in the future. toodles~

2008-12-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZMI!!!!!!! ^.^

Firstly, I'd like to wish Nazmi a very happy birthday. Wow! Someone's turning 19! Old alr uh. Hehe. I hope you enjoy your day today and may all your dreams come true yea friend. Happy Birthday once again. :)

Kay, moving on. Thr's dikir today. It starts at 10 and I have to wake up at 8.30AM! But manage wake up uh. I had fun today. Learn the anak, ibu, and gong and canang. WHEE~ haha! Stayed back at clubhouse after dikir training with twinnie and played the rebana. Haha. After tht, went to meet sis at MRT station and we're off to JP. The enlarged JP is now open! And I'm telling you, it's freaking huge laa. Nice place. It's a pity tht I don't have money right now. klau tk, da blanje sakan daa. Hehe! Klaa, I'll update more in the future. Ohh btw, attachment over alr seh! Happy seh! WHEEE~~ To sesape yg nk go thru attachment monday ni, selamat laa krg. Ku da bole hooray2 seh. HEEE~ ^.^

2008-12-11T17:39:00.002+08:00

Heyhey! FINALLY! I've got the time to update. Miss me huh? Don't worry sweety, I update alr. Haha! :) Attachment's gna end in ONE days time. I can't wait!! Haha! Time really flies laa. Before you know it, it's alr the last day of your attachment. Haha! I'm gna miss my pts! And they're gna miss me too. CONFRIM! Hehe. Klaa, think tht's all la. I've got nth else to write abt. Maybe I shall update tmr. Haha! toodles~ :)

2008-12-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

Heyhey. I'm currently at clubhouse now. Waiting for dno wht laa. Haha. Attachment have been going on for like 3 days and I super hate it. I hate this attachment posting. Like seriously... I don't like it at all la. Bt I have to endure lor. 2 weeks je ekynn. Endure okay. So fast on wednesday alr seh. Tmr daa on thursday. Tmr afternoon shift. I think time will past super slowly la. Cos afternoon shift usually slack alot uh as thr's nth much to do. Klaa, think tht's all for now. I'll update more in the future.

PS: waiting for nisa to send me the pictures tht were taken on saturday. :)

2008-11-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

I'm currently at ourspace. Our initial plan was to study bt all of us ended up doing our own things. Lala darla had to went off early. So now, dian, wanny and nisa were looking at people's fwensta and msn-ing with i don't know who. Haha! And they laugh alot seh. I'm so glad to see them smile, laugh and shout like tht. It really make me smile. How I wish I could see them all smile like that everyday. Anw, dian and wanny went off alr. They wanted to study at home. I guess I'm the only devil amongst the 5 of us. I haven even study for my common test. Ekynn NATO uh. talk je mau lebih, tapi bile nk buat bukan main susah. Guess that's me la. I'll tend to talk only bt I will not really do it.

2008-11-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

Had FON quiz today and I didn't do well uh. So, common test must buck up and really study for it. Hope I can study for it uh. Common test is like so near. Next week only seh. URGH~Bt nvm laa, Im gna study with my sayangZz2 tmr. WHEE~ klaa, think tht's all for today. toodles~ :)

2008-11-19T22:20:00.002+08:00

Had S&W today. It was fun la. Bt due to my stomach, I hadly enjoy myself. stupid stomach! hehe! Class was suppose to end at 1 today bt had to end at 6 cos thr's make up classes. After sch, went to meet Nisa and Dian at ourspace with Wanny and then headed home. Not really headed home la. Met jie at JP and we had dinner together. We were talking abt our primary, seconday and poly life la. And it was fun. MEMORIES~ haha! Klaa, think tht is all for now. Had to study for the upcoming common test alr. toodles~

PS: met my primary sch friend; Natria today. She still looks the same. As in like I can still recognise her la. It's been such a long time since I last saw her seh. She's as pretty as always seh. Gosh! I miss her! Aaawww~
it'snotthtidunwnatellyou.ijustdon'thavetheconfidencetotellyou.itoldyouonceandicanseethtyoudon'treallylikeit.soithotitsbestformetojustkeepit.ijuswnaseeyousmilesyg.forgivemeifididn'ttelyouandhavealwayskeptthingsfromyou.youhavetheveryrighttobeangryatme.iseriouslywantoseeyousmilealways.imsosorrysyg.itrulyam.ihopeyouunderstandwhyikeepthisfromyoula.btimsureyouwont.btitsoksyg.justwnaletyouknowthati loveyou!
Reply to tags: [da lame2 aru nk reply. SORRY~]
sharul: u r one fast learner..kudos!!
ekynn: haha! me? fast learner? no laa, im not la. haha! thanks for tagging! i link you up alr btw. see ya ard! ^.^

amz: ALAMAK!! bunuh u then u noe!!! biler nak update ni
amz: main anak tangan lembut sikit eh.haha
ekynn: hehe! daa update okay. :) yelaa, yelaa. next time i play anak tangan lebut byk uh. hehe!

shasha: all our dates all tak jadi! countdown tgthr amcm??
ekynn: cmne tk jadi? sume org cm daa busy jek.. i anything uh. bt someone must really plan and all uh. so beb, tgu ape? go plan uh. hehe!

nisa: go my blog.. got something for you to do.. hee
ekynn: haha! okay. i'll do tht something soon yer! :)

dhiya: of course laa i remember!! hahaa. how are you laa seyy??
ekynn: aawww~ im so touch seh. you actually rmb me! heeh! i'm fine, cm selalu jgak. must meet up soon kays. nk see you've change ke tk. HEEE~ ^.^

zizi: eee..i also got tht 2 girls approaching me b4. at canteen 2. mind is like worst sehh.tsk.
zizi: woii! update la.
ekynn: irritating kn drg2 tu sume. tkde pasal carik pasal plak. hehe. [this is so long ago! XD] and ku update alr kay syg? :)

arab: not even together nak step break up..lekz sua..hahahxz
arab: woitz gemuk!update larz!!
ekynn: we were together lor...once jek. HEHE! [this is super long ago. XD] and org da update ok boncit!

hidayah: hello,shikin. link me. love,your pri sch fren.
hidayah: hehe! aku pon rindu kmu!! so lamer lah tk nmpk kau! hehehehe
ekynn: hey hidayah! long time no see! i link you alr. :) next time must meet up la so can see how much you've change. hehe!

ainie: HELLO sikin!!! nie ainie lah. ingat tak? (:
ekynn: hello! of course i rmb you. i link you up alr! :)

Dyki: saw u tagged you =)
ekynn: saw you the other day too! haha! and thanks for tagging. :)

Sap: Hey dearest. Linky ups ok. X) asal leave half way ehkz babe?
ekynn: link you up alr! CHEERS! ^.^

2008-11-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

I love today! ^.^ Actually learn how to play the anak. It was cool! Bt quite stressful uh. Cos abg joe keep asking me to hit it louder. Haha! Now my 3 fingers swollen alr. Bt it was worth it laa. Hehe! It seems tht learning the rebana is waaayyyy harder than learning anak. Poor twinnie. Haha! Bt she play ok laa. She looks cute when she's stress! Imagine, getting stress just because she didn't get the beats right? Haha! It was really fun la. Can't wait for next practice. Hehe! :)

2008-11-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all. I'm here to update again. HEEE~ Had my NR tutorials today and chher said tht we have to hand the individual assignment by the end of class. I'm quite pissed la. Cos my other HS mate said tht they can hand tht assignment in next term. And I read the lecture notes umpteens to see whether we should hand in the assignment today. Bt NOO. It was clearly writen tht individual assignment need to be handed in on 28 of NOVEMBER 2008. URGH~ I wonder why she want us to submit it today when I think she know, well, she should know tht the date due is actually 28. Sigh~ And she also said tht if we handed it in tmr, marks will be deducted! I'm freaking pissed off laa. Bt whtever laa. Hoping to finish doin my NR today. Currently at the library, RE-finding my article. And I'm telling you, its freaking hard to find a decent article! AIIIYOOO~ Haha! Klaa, that's all for now. I shall update more in the future. toodles~ ^.^

2008-11-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

I just hate today. Had to finish up my NR but I just can't finish it! I'm so angry and irritated with myself. I don't care uh. Maybe I'll hand it in on Wed. Seriously, I don't give a damn anymore. NR just suks. Okay, enough abt NR la. I'm getting a headache alr.

Okay, moving on. Had dikir today. Had fun laa actually. End rather late today. Think tht's all la. I lazy to write la. Okay laa. toodles~

yea, scold me cos I was not home early. lame! you're not even home most of the time. hating life. sigh~
PS: not in the mood to do anything. urgh~

2008-11-13T15:26:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all. :) I'm here to update again. I've been busy laa. And it's true okay. Haha! FINALLY!! I've finished up my SAWI. SAWI really stress me up laa. Hoping hard tht I'll not fail. I'm at the library now, all alone while waiting for Nisa and Lala syg. Oh, plus Dian and Wanny syg too. They end sch at 6 I think. Lame pe nk kene tgu? Haha! Klaa, think that's all ba. I've got nth else to write. So, I'll write more in the future. toodles~

im still stress. how do i de-stress myself? anyone? urgh~
PS: wanted to upload the pics that were taken at MP 08. Bt the pics are not with me. So just wait laa hor. Hehe! :)

2008-11-11T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hey! It's been a long time since I last blog. MY BAD. I've been busy lately la. Sorry yea. Bt no worries. I'm updating it now! Happy tak? Haha! Had my NSL prac test today. Had to do BGM. And boy am I glad I gt tht. Cos I studied abt BGM like crazy! Haha! And I PASSED! WHEEE~ Erm. I seriously gt nth to blog uh. So I guess I'll blog if thr's any great event coming up okay. Toodles~

stressing up.
sem 2 suks BIG time.
hoping things will turn out okay.

2008-11-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

Aloha! Okay, I know I've not been updating my blog recently and I'm sorry. Many things just happened at the same time and I've got no time to update. Haha. Life is like a roller coaster and it's true you know. It really is. One day you're on top of the world and the next day you're at the bottom of the deep blue sea. You'll never know wht's gna happened ard you. Now you might see this bt once you started blinking, you no longer see wht you just say seconds ago. It is full of surprises.

THANK you!
thanks for the post.
it make me melt....
I'm just so glad tht we've talked things thru.
LOVE you huns!

2008-10-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

School's suks today. I had like 3 make-up classes to attend seh! Bt I attend 2 only la. HEEE~ End class at 4. Went to meet An arab awhile then went to meet Nisa syg. Me and Nisa went to canteen 1 to chit chat and suddenly thr's this 2 girls walked up to us saying tht they wna share some knowledge on Christian with us. So dun wna be rude so we just agreed la. So we just listen and share our knowledge on Islam with them also. Then, Nazmi came. And he asked whether they're promoting Christianity or wht-so-ever la. Bt they say no la. It lasted for abt 15 mins? And it's super weird laa. Of all people, why they wna come to us? Haha! Bt it's nth harmful laa. After tht, Nisa and I went to Jurong Point. I can't believe tht Nisa has nvr been to JP before. So, I became the "tour guide" and she became the tourist. Haha! Went to eat at LJS after touring ard. We talked abt lotsa things seh. From something lame to something dirty. Hahaa! Had fun with her laa just now. Guess I'm off to bed now. Slp laa. Toodles~

2008-10-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

Changed my blogksin. YAYYY! Guess simplicity is the best for me as you know, I'm a simple kind of girl. So, no more of JOE JONAS. I've moved on! And so must you, JOE! Haha! Kay, lame!

Moving on. I really enjoyed myself today! Like seriously. =) First, we went to watch HSM3. Oh btw, I dun think it's worth watchin uh. Bt to some it's ok uh. For me, wht makes it kinda boring is because of the songs. Thr's like too many songs in the movie. And it's not as nice at HSM1&2 tho. Bt ok laa. Not tht bad tho. Bt I jus don't think it's worth watching. Tht's all.

Okay, NEXT! Ohh, we played arcade and the guys played bowling before watching HSM3. Me and Nisa were like a bunch of crazy people. We played tembak-tembak [whtever it is called] and we shouted like thr's no tmr seh! Hahaa! Bt I had fun la eventho the zombies were scary looking. Hahaa! After watching HSM3, we went to eat. Bt all of us had difficulty deciding uh. In the end, the guys ate at dno whr [Haha!] and the girls went to BK to eat. Went sheesha-ing after tht. Bt before we decide on gg thr, we didn't really have any place in mind. So we just walked and walked and walked and then we stopped walking and starting talking. Haha! Tht's when the idea of sheesha-ing come abt I guess. Okay, so it's my first time ok. And SOMEONE thinks it's funny. I mean, so wht? Tak salah per kn. Bt whtever laa yer. Haha! Anw, I reached home at 10.40 and sis was like asl alek lmbt? Come on la. I was just 10mins late! Urgh~ Haha! It's 1.06AM now and I have class at 9 I'm still awake. Dun feel like sleeping tho. Haha! Klaa, toodles~

2008-10-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

Today is Zizi's birthday!!!! Happy Brithday saayaannngg!!! Sayang kamu! And it's MCC jln raya also. Had to like went off early due to certain things and it's really saddening. Well, I hope you guys have fun. But I'm sure you guys miss me. Right? Right? Right? Hahaa! XD

One problem just keep coming
after one another.
It's freaking me out now.
But I'm glad nth serious happened. =)

Ohh gosh!
I kept on denying things.
Bt I know for the fact tht
denying won't bring me any good.
And I'm truly sorry.
Tht's the only way I can think of now.

[this is not for just a person. this is for everybody. i MEANT it!]

2008-10-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

Gawd~ My whole body is aching. This is all basketball's fault. Ohh, did I tell you guys tht I took up basketball for Sports&Wellness? I did right? Yea, it's been a really long time and its really LONG time since I last run. And on Wed, during S&W, we had to like RUN! I so regret it la. It's really tough la. And I hate dribbling the ball using my right hand. Cos it's freaking hard! Hahaa! Well anw, abt running. Oh yes! Running! OMGosh! I just don't have the stamina to run la. Guess have to start running on the treadmill again la. Hahaa! And guess wht happened on Wed? It was pouring heavily and the bus broke down! Had no choice bt to run to the bus stop. Soooooooo hate it!

Moving on. Nth much happened on Thurs. So, lets talk abt today. Today is a short day for me. Bt thr's CCA meeting, so it's a long day la. Haaa! Meet Dian and Wanny after sch. Then we headed to Bugis by bus! Hehee! Window shopping awhile and planned to go back sch by bus also. Bt we just couldn't find the bus. We walked in circles bt thr's no bus tht goes Clementi. Everybody was fed-up so decided to take the train instead. Haaha! The meeting last for like 2 hrs. Then we chilled at canteen 1 awhile. Oh btw, we got 5 packets of rice for free! And kite ape lagi. Bedal uh. Lagi2 Nisa. REZEKI laa sgt eh. Hehee! We went home after eating our "dinner". Hahaa! Ohh btw, I can't wait for tmr!!! =) LOLS.

2008-10-20T23:35:00.003+08:00

PHHEHEEEEEWWWWW~~ I'm so relief right now. Had a looooooonnnggg and emotional talk with my belovedd NGs today. I'm so glad it went well. No hard feelings or wht-so-ever kn? Remember wht we promised just now yer syg2 ku sekalian? I REALLY LOVE MY NGs LOADDS! NGAK NGOK NGEK NGIK NGUK! *MUACCCKS*

Well anw, sch jus suks today. I made a fool out of myself not once bt twice; on the same day, same lecture. Urgh! Firstly, it was FON lecture. So we all sat right at the back. Then Radiah saw this insect flying ard the seat next next to me. I didn't really mind actually. Bt it suddenly came near me and it really scare me to death. I screamed like nobody's business. And Johnstan was not being helpful. Purposely made me scared. It was so embarrassing seh. Secondly, the lecture was so freakingly boring tht I nearly doze off. I did actually. Bt only awhile tho. COS SOMEONE TRIED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF ME SLEEPING. Hahaa! So, to prevent me from dozing off, I listened to my MP3. While happily singing and grooving to the beat, suddenly everybody started to turn back and look at me. And I'm like ??? Then, Siva asked me to take out my earpiece. And suddenly, the lecturer was like ok shikin, wht do you think the ans is? I'm like WTF?! I dun even know the qn. So embarrassing la. Lucky Radiah helped me out. Hahaa! Think tht's all for today. Toodles everybody. MISS ME! =)

Can't believe tht I actually cried tht bad.
So eeeeuuuuwww~
Bt I'm glad things are pretty normal now.
No more headaches for me! BANZAI!
Bt I regret throwing away my ring and bangles.
See la, do things out of anger then now regret. Hahaa!

2008-10-18T16:11:00.005+08:00

I've tried so hard to save it
bt it all goes down the drain.
I've grant your last wish.
And I hope you're happy.

Problems just keep coming.
One after another.
When will this come to an end?
This kind of life is so not wht I was expecting.
URGH~

2008-10-18T00:45:00.011+08:00

Meet up with the NGs today. Took lotsa funny photos jus now. Pics are with Nisa darla. Hahaa! Wanny and Dian went off first. Then, the three of us took some hilarious video. It's like a mime video. No words. Just actoin. Bt of course, thr's laughter. Hahaa! Went hme rather late today. Ohh yea. Today wanny is not a mat rep! Hahaa! And she blushed cos of wht Azuan said. Hahaa! XD

Blaming ourselves ain't gna work.
Doing "tht" ain't gna work either.
Being different ain't gna work also.
And feeling depress is so not gna work.

Let's just think back and reflect.
Egos aside please, thank you.

2008-10-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today's just great! I was on time! Hahaa! I could have reach sch earlier tho. Bt thr's an accident near my hse, so the bus was extremely late. And when the bus arrived, it delayed for abt 5-10mins? Due to some misunderstanding [?] People started scolding vulgarities. And it really pisses me off. And when I reach Boon Lay interchange, the platform was flooded with people. I could hardly breathe seh. Hahaa! And yea, so tht's how I start my day. And during NSL lesson, Ms Esther told us tht thr'll be a change of timetable. Urgh~ So, starting next week onwards, I'll end sch at 6 instead of 3 on every tues. Kay, moving on. Waited for Nisa til 4 cos I need to meet up with jie at 6.30 at JP. So, slack at sch for awhile. While waiting, Lalaa called. Then, Dian and Wanny called. So the 5 of us including Azuan and his friends chilled at the counsellor area. We went off at ard 6[?] and I'm super late. Jie was like giving me this one look when I arrived bt whatever. Hahaa! Ate KFC and went home. Tmr lesson starts at 8! Ohh! Tidak!!!!!! XD

PS: Wanny is so funny today. Mat rep laa sgt. Hahaa! [inside joke]

2008-10-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

Nisa asked me to do this so I guess I have no other choice. Here goes:

RULE 1: Ppl who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE 2: Tag 5 ppl to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These ppl must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag back the person who has tagged them. Continue this game by sending it to other ppl.

1. Do you have secrets?
`Like durhh. Who doesn't?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
`Yea, I'd love to. Bt I'm not pedophile ok? HEEE~

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
`YUPPS! Bt I just hate studying. Hahaa!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
`Well, I'll shop like thr's no tmr, donate some of my money and of course give my parents. =)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
`Yea bt I rather not to.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
`Being loved by someone.

7. Which do you prioritize first? Friendship or relationship?
`Friendship.

8. If the person you like is already attached, what would you do?
`Hmmm... Move on?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
`Yupps!

10. Do you have any regrets?
`Who doesn't?

11. How do you think you have been the past 5 years?
`Improving?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
`Familia

13. What kind of a person do you think the person tagged you is?
`She funny bt totally LAME! And so kecoh. Hahaa!

14. What would you rather be? Single and rich or married but poor?
`I prefer both can?

15. What is your favourite colours?
`Grey, Black, Orange and Blue.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
`Well, it depends. Hahaa!

17. If you reliaze that your bestfriend's boyfriend is cheating on her, what would you do?
`I'll tell my bestfriend abt it and go beat the hell out of her boyfriend. Hahaa! XD

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
`Yea, cos everybody make mistakes.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
`And yet again, it depends. Hahaa!

20. 5 people i have tagged:
1. Lalaa
2. Amz
3. Mira
4. Fee
5. Shasha

2008-10-11T02:20:00.004+08:00

I'm super bored now. Nisa send me cool pics tht she editted just bt some of it I edit myself. Since I'm super free plus bored. So I just upload it here laa. Hehee!

And this pics are pics from last time. My friends send me those photos bt I nvr upload them. So, I'm uploading them now. Ohh memories~