cute muee!! :)
wen our way hme...
us at v0iid deck... nth to dd0..
me andd shahidahh at bushaiishh... today did nothing... nvr go study... instead me and shahidah went bukit coughh... i accompany her lahh... we took some piics while on our way to bukit coughh.... tink me beta study now lahh... chii0wz..
5:51 PM;
simplyME.
Thursday, April 27, 2006 Y
:)) today iim freaking happy siia!! ddat
bitchh kana
busted!!! cun believe siia!!! serve her righht lahh for actiing as iif she's dda only person hu habb boiifwen... fcuk off lahh!! hahakz... enoughh abt dat bitchh lahh... today quite fun lahh... :) during dunno whichh lesson lahh... tiink iits mathh or geog... dda yi tan act
sexy only siia... den me, shahida and sin jin laughh like wadd siia!!! dden amos turn to act
sexy... l0ls... den he go praise himself siia!! say his butt jap! funny siia! :) mrs tan nvr cum our class... so gudd... but still got physiics test lahh... tiink ii flunk iit lahh... most of dda qns nvr do siia... :( but heck care lahh... my main focuse righht now is
MYE... dat iis da most important!! today iis dda most
happiest day of my life siia... to see her kana busted... :) after ASPRO me andd shahidah go central buy bubble tea... tot wanna went hme after ddat.. but endedd up going back to schh to watchh dda boiis doiing rock climbing... mr saz so funny lahh... den da
fuadd cum to watchh also... he so kiiut siia when climbing... :P dden me kept quarrelling withh ddat mr saz... he nth beta to ddo... liike to disturb us onli... :P
8:05 PM;
simplyME.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 Y
today nothing happened... jus dda usual stuffz... tiink iits during reccess lahh... ddat
JERK go say sumthing to shahida den made her cry liike hell... ii pity her siia... :( but she okay alreadyy lahh... yesterday i had dis strange dream siia... whiich ii hope iit will cum true... but i noe it cun... haiiz.... :( during p0a lesson, we like nvr learn anything... me and dian sit at dda back den tok2...
no wonder nvr learn anything.... l0ls... hheehehehs.. :) me, and both da shahidahS tot wanna go study at jp library after afternoon like dat... den cancelled cos our parent dun allowed... hehehhs... luckily wen ii wanna went hme, iqahh also went hme... den got fwen... :P below our blk got dat
BITCHH... whenever ii see her, ii jus feel liike slapping her siia... jus cun standd iit... ii feel like went to her straiight and say, "hey bitch!" and slap her like hell ahh!!!! she act only lahh... wen went out wear scurf, den went to public toilets and change iinto
sexy clothings... WTF??!! got malay song rite da title "minah tudung"... think iit suits her bes lahh... :))
7:34 PM;
simplyME.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006 Y
today so siian... well.. everyday so siian... YEAHH!!! ii pass my 2.4km liia0... s0 happy siia!! hehehhs... :) but poor stephh... she faiil by
1 second!!! can u believe iit??!! poor her... iif she run confirm pass wan... more terok dden me siia! but nvm... we will help her pass nxt week! :) wen we go driink watercooler.. say
him... jus cudden see hiis face lahh... iit reminds me abt dda past... whiich ii basically jus wanna forget abt iit... haiiz.. dden dunno wadd he tokiin siia! :P after geog, we straiighht go to foyer... dda uncle say he will cum to let us see dda shiirt lahh... still okay lahh... dda color verii niice de... after ddat straight change to pe shiirt cos got rock climbing... still okay lahh... veri funny sia dat mr saz... liike to make jokes one... he becum dda belayer and ii ask him lahh dden ii becum wadd... den u noe wad he say? he say ii be his
2nd wife lahh... like wad sia... den all go laughh... toopiid siia!! dde sumiira veri funny lahh... she jus climb rite den cannot oreadi lahh... den we encourage her lah to go further... she keep on saying she cannot... den we say lohh we dun wan to put her down... den her face like wanna cry siia... den she say if u guys dun wanna put me down den ii jus stand here ahh... so funny siia... we ask her to climb abit more but she still dun wan... cos she scared lahh... :P but ii oso liike her lahh... reachh da red liine den cannot already... i also afraid of heighhts wad... but she more
terok den me lahh... hehehehhs... :) luckily wen i wanna go hme, iqahh also wanna go hme... den we go hme together lahh... so lucky got frenn... :) endd here bahh...
8:08 PM;
simplyME.
yeahh!!!! iim jus so happi t0day... ii dunn0 whyy.... as iif dere is no more burden on me... mwahh!! :) im free... haiiz... today so siian siia... nothiing to ddo... dda sathhi nvr cum agaiin... dden g0t reliief teachher... hiis voiice so soft siia... but me andd ddian nvr pay attentiion lahh... we chiit chhat... hehehhs... :P after skul, g0 gek pohh... buy contact lens... liike verii funny siia... iit took us suchh a long tiime to went iinto dda shhop andd buy iit... mwahhs!! :) at fiirst kiinda paiin lahh wen wanna put iin... but now okayy oreadii... but my eyes
veri redd siia... liike jus fiiniishh cryiing... hahahhs... dden at schh take out one contact lens lahh... cos wanna try shahiidahh wan... looks awkward cos bluue doesn't suiit me... :P dden dda shahiidda wanna try lahh... she try and try and try but cannot put... she say she scared... aiiy0hh... ter0kk siia!! l0ls... dden wen ii wan to help she ddun wan... c0s scaredd als0... hahahahakz... :)) tiink me endd here bahh... wanna study lahh... chayy!!! liike real onlii... muakakaka... :P
5:41 PM;
simplyME.
Saturday, April 22, 2006 Y
today went to schh wibb shazy andd nurr.... den meet hakkim and faridhee... we study together... but schh close at 12.30... we jus reached schh at 11 plus... after dat went jp library with dem... but the guys went hme lahh... we study mathhs... still okay lahh... den we went hme at abt 2.30... me and nurr went gek poh... tot wanna buy contact lens... but mon den go buy... mid yr is on the way!! so fast siia!! must work hard for miid yr... jiayou!! mus focus!!! put
ALL ASIDE!! sandyy iis rite... mus stay positive... thanks yahh
SANDYY... well...
THANKS TO ALL MY DARLING FRENS HU IS DERE FOR ME!! really
APPRECIATE iit.... :))
6:47 PM;
simplyME.
life is getting meaningless day by day... ii dun tink i can live animore.... it changed my life totally after hearing the news which i myself cud hardly believe.... im jus so heartbroken rite now... how cud he do dis to me? i told him before that i hate
EMPTYpromises andd
liiars... but he say he will really promise me... dden now? WTF??!! ii dunno wad i shud do rite now... i jus feel like dying... my heart is so veri painful rite now... it hurts even
MORE after hearing da news... andd my cough jus cudden heal... i went to da doctor already but it was no use... ii finished taking
ALL the medicine dat the doc gave me... still no use... haiishh... i jus dun feel rite... i really feel liike dying.... im hheartbrokenn once
AGAIN!! why??!! why mus pple make me cry?? cun i jus live happily? why mus it always me hu mus be sad? yes! at schh i am smiling... but can you see dda sorrow behind it? i dun think so... ):
you said dat you wud treat me rite but you are just a waste of time!
10:50 PM;
simplyME.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 Y
haiishh... l0ng tiime nvr update... verii stress siia! ): t0dayy
NO aspro... so gudd! (: me, shahidah andd shahidda sta back to study... luckiily got mr
henry wong to teachh us chhem... now ii quiite understand abt dda fiirst thhree chhapters... iit raiin verii heaviily siia jus now... luckiily wen wanna went hme dda raiin hadd stopped... ii jus
CUN BELIEVE iit siia!!!! ii
FAIILED my 2.4 by
3 secondds!!!! kana saii ahh... iim so pissed off!!! ii ran all dda way siia from dda juyiing prii ddere... dden still faiil... dden summ0re ii g0t headdachhe siia... dda fcukiing song keeps on playiing iin my head... URGHH!!! iim so damn stress... miid yr jus round dda corner... andd ii dun thiink ii can make iit lahh... dden my family still wan me to get
A for all dda subjects except for english... sure cannot lahh... ddey siia0 siia!! ): haiishh... so siian siia!! andd so
STRESS!!! ARGH!!!! ii jus cun take iit anymore!!!
AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10:09 PM;
simplyME.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 Y
todayy jus sux! dda dayy went out fiine... iit was as usual lahh... dda usual e2 hu lurfes makiin n0iise... tiink iit was duriing MT lahh... dunn0 wadd happenedd... wen ii came back onlii, iit was a chha0s... iit was all
wr0ng! iit was not liike dda e2 freaks... iim t00 em0tiional t0 mentiion iit... ): tiings diidn't chhange... s0, we jus g0 wiithh dda fl0... dda siituatiion was alriight duriing ASPRO... no m0re chha0tiic siituatiion! ): we stayedd back after schh... dden went hme at abt 5.30 liike ddat... b0y iim
glad dda dday was
over! iit was a 'niighhtmare' f0r miie.... haiishh... tml n0 schh liia0... so siian... tiink miie jus l0ck up miiself iin dda hse andd studdy lahhs.... miid yr cumiing... beta
buck up! (:
9:06 PM;
simplyME.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 Y
haiishh.... t0dayy was okayy... jus okay... got to watchh a moviie tiitle sumthin rwanda... cun remember... tiink iit was a niice moviie but dda speaker jus sux! dden dunno wadd dda hell ddey're t0kiing... after ddat got treasure... iit was okay... but kiinda lame lahh... c0s we jus cun fiind dda clue... l0lx... dden lesson as per n0rmal... after recess iis p0a... iit sux t0 dda core!! ii tiink iim g0nna be deaf iif dda p0a chher keep on screamiing! XD ii tiink she doesn't fiit to be a teachher... shhe fiind iit hardd to explaiin
EVERYTHIING!!! tiink me g0nna faiil my p0a l0hhs iif she teachh us... tml iis dda judgiing of dda m0st beautiiful class... dden we all stayy back andd dec0rate dda n0tiice b0ard lahh... iit was niice... but abiit dull ahh... dden dunn0 hu sae liike verii chiildish liike ddat... ):
BUT iits okay lahh... at least dda n0tiice b0ard iis dec0ratedd... rathher dden haviing iit plaiin... (: miid yr exams iis cumiin... kiinda scared lahh... mus studyy hardd... ii dun wan to bbe
hanyut... well... tiink me endd here bahh... wan to studdy... ii so kuaii... (:
7:20 PM;
simplyME.
haiiz...
CLAYTON'S GONE!!! ii miishh hiim siia... ): t0dayy s0 siian... we c00ked friedd vegetabble duriing f&n... duriing p0a lesson, dda new chher teachh us lahh.... but ddey all ahh... wahh la0... ter0k siia... make s0 much n0iise andd verii dda rebellious.... dden dda new chher liike wadd siia... ii ask her c0rrect or n0t lahh wen ii d0 dda triial balance... dden she herself liike n0t sure...
WTF??!!! h0w cudd yy0u be a chher iif y0u urself n0t sure?? dden ii l00k at my own answer andd dden ii n0e ddat iit's c0rrect... aiiy0hhs... after ddat s0 siian... dunn0 wadd to ddo... stayy back wif ddey all f0r a whiile... dden at liibraryy dda redcr0ss boii asked to help ddo dda maths w0rk... dden went hme at abt 4 liike ddat... n0w dunn0 wadd to dd0... s0 siian... ): ii just miishh my p0a chher... iit's a miss ddat iit raiin during da speech day... iif n0t raiin, he sae he'll be cumiing... but iit raiin... wadd t0 dd0?? haiz... ):
5:40 PM;
simplyME.
heyy2... l0ng tiime never update... s0 s0rrie... c0shh n0 tiime liia0... haiishh... just g0t back my test results.... i passed all my 3 subjects.... p0a just pass... get 261/2 only out of 45.... dden physiics still okayy lahhs... 13/20... ge0graphyy was als0 okayy lahh.... 15/20.... t0dayy so siianz... nothiing to do... n0 np... dden just went h0me... shahidah g0 my h0use... we play2 andd siing2... me n0 voiice still wanna siing... aiiy0hhs... l0ls... dden send her hme at abt 5.30... dden after ddat, me nothiing to do n g0 sleep l0rhhs... wake up at 7... dden my siister blanja us pizza... YUMMY!!! iit was awes0me!!! long tiime never eat pizza... n0w iim damn full... after ddat, go polish my boot siince g0t nothiing t0 do... n0w so siian... dunn0 wadd to ddo... cann0t g0 out... haiishh... CLAYTON HAS LEAVE US!!!! ii miishh hiim alreaddy!!! dat iis s0 n0t cooL... ii ddun liike dda new chher... iit's a SHE... we wan HIM... :P dda new chher looks liike very fierce... dden clayton also say she's fierce... well, wadeva!! h0pefully he'll be cumiing tml... wan t0 look at hiis face f0r dda last tiime... liife w0nt be dda same again without hiim... p0a lesson sure g0nna be a b0riing lesson... ):
8:37 PM;
simplyME.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 Y
haiiz.... n0w iin d-labb s0 siian siia.... mus d0 dda cip thiing... dunn0 wadd t0 dd0 siia... ddey all busy d0iing wibb theiir stuffs... dden n0w ii dunn0 wadd t0 dd0... hmm... jus n0w n0 assembly dden change t0 liifeskills... dden wen ms w0ng cum our class, she t0tally iin badd m00d siia... dden she criied siia!!! wahhs! dden we liike realiise our miistakes ahh... dden we liike giive her sumthiing t0 cheer her up... (: fiinally ii remembered my passw0rd... aiiy0hhs.... t00k such a l0ng tiime to remember iit...
1:17 PM;
simplyME.
heyy guyys!!! just wanna tell y0u guys t0 bear with ddis s0ng iif y0u guys dun liike iit... c0shh iim s0 addicted t0 ddis s0ng... iit iis a k0rea s0ng.... dunn0 dda title... siing by raiin... iit's my siista fault!!! she g0 iintr0duce me t0 dda k0rean drama, fullh0use... haiiz... dden addicted t0 dda s0ngs andd dda drama!! aiiy0hhs!! well, ii will change dda s0ng iif iim siick 0f iit already... (:
9:59 PM;
simplyME.
t0dayy iis m0ndayy.... s0 siian... schh iis getting m0re b0riing dayy by dayy.... c0s g0t n0 np lahh... dats whyy liife seems s0 empty... haiiz... t0dayy g0t p0a test... tiink me flunk iit lahhs... n0 use cum early t0 studyy wif ddey all.... sure fail wan lahh... dda paper s0 difficult dden give us 1 hr only to finishh.... h0w can finishh one... ii wanyh0w d0 siia dda paper... ii didn't even finish iit... dden tml still g0t chemiistry test... dda test on dda wadd i0nic b0ndiing issit?? dun n0e lahhs... tiink me will flunk iit als0... tml wan t0 g0 sch early agaiin t0 studdy... h0pefully iit will help mii pass lahhs... t0dayy diid n0thiing at sch but suddenly feel sleepy wen reach h0me... tiink me endd here lahhs... wanna watch malay drama... (:
9:43 PM;
simplyME.
todayy s0 siian.... must studdy f0r p0a test... must learn chapter 2-5... wah! s0 stress siia... dden tuesdday still g0t chemistry test... t0t wanna studdy als0 but myy b00ks at class... haiiz... wah! ii fiiniishh readding dda b00k ddat ii b0rr0wed yesterdday... dda b00k n0t s0 thiick lahh... ddats whyy can finiishh readdiing iit earlyy... hmm.... n0w s0 siian... s0 lazy t0 ddo hmewrk and studdy.... just ddun have dda m00d.... tiink me endd here bahh.... want t0 study lahh... later will faiil... but still will faiil one lahh if ii studdy... d0esn't make any difference... haiiz... ):
7:11 PM;
simplyME.
Saturday, April 01, 2006 Y
t0dayy actually want t0 playy baddmiint0n... b0th shahiiddah undder myy blk alreadii but my skiirt haven dryy.... dden theyy waiit f0r me l0rhhs... ddey check fiirst lahh iif g0t pple usiing dda hall c0s we wan t0 playy ddere... dden dda cultural club pple usiing... den wen waiitiing f0r myy skiirt t0 dryy, mum called... asked to go gek p0h give her dda cardd lahh.... dden dda b0thh shahiiddah acc0mpanyy me l0hhs... we went t0 cliniic.... ii actually dun wan t0 go cliiniic but mum ask to go c0s ii c0ugh veri badlyy... dden dda d0ct0r sayy myy s0re thhr0at verii badd... well duhh!! ddats whyy ii cudd hharddly speak! iinsiide dda r00m verii l0ng siia... dden take dda mediciine als0 verii l0ng... we t0t wanna playy badmiint0n lahh but ended up g0iing jp library... dden dadd sendd us ddere... we at liibrary quiite l0ng ahh... iit was s0 c0ld until must b0rr0w shahiiddah's jacket... dden we f00led many pple siia... dden suddenlyy msg ddat tatsuyya... dden he g0 tell hiim ii at liibrary... dden he cum siia... dden we planned t0 f00l hiim lahh... shahiidahh tell hiim ii wanna break up... dden dda face liike verii sadd siia... andd he sayy he dun wan t0 break up... shahiddah say hiis face liike wanna cryy liike ddat... hahahkkz... dden wen shahiidahh sayy iit's a j0ke, he liike verii reliief liike ddat... ii laugh liike madd siia... KAKAKAKA!!!! after ddat we g0 playy badmiint0n near shahiidda h0use lahhs... we went hme at abt 3 liike dddat... dden jus n0w onliine andd chhat wiif meiliing... she g0ng lehhs... wanna f00l me... shhe g0 sayy clayt0nn liike me andd sayy ii cute... bluek! dden ii say lahh dun lie t0 dda liar... and she jus laugh and ask h0w ii n0e iit's jus a j0ke... duh!!! iit's april f00l... she iis s0 dumb... hahakz.. N0 0FFENCE YAHHS... meiling.... ddun take iit t0 hardd... (:
6:17 PM;
simplyME.
