HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! LOVE YA!! MUACKS! :]
Haha! It's mum birthday today. I really don't know wht to buy for her so I just bought her an eye liner. Cos I rmbed that day when we went out together, she wanted to buy it but she said tht it was expensive. So that's why I bought it. Haha! Wanted to buy her a pair of shoes tho since she always complain abt her current shoe. But I know mum is kinda fussy abt shoes and I dun really know her size. So, better be safe then sorry. Haha! But I'm happy that she like the eye liner that I bought for her. Haha! My bro bought her water bottles as she keep on complaining abt having to buy bottle drinks everytime. But the funny thing is that he put those bottles in a shoe box and wrap it and told mum that he bought her a pair of shoes. She was excited cos it's rare to see him buying shoes for her. But when she holds the shoe box, she knew it wasn't shoes. Haha! But it was funny laa. My bro wrap the shoe box with newspaper! It was so funny. Haha!

Enough abt her birthday... Haha! Today happens to be my induction day too. Haha! Had to wake up at 5.30AM! Meeting dian at 6.30 and she said tht I have to go out by 6.15AM. I went out at 6.20 and she scold me for being late. But when I've reach the bus stop, she was nowhere to be found. And you know wht? She's still at home! She's the one who's late. The night before, she told me that anthr friend of hers is gg to sch with us. I wonder who she is. But when we all meet up, that friend of dian's turn out to be my friend too. She's in NPCC too and we met during the mentoring and leadership skills course. Haha! When we get in the bus alr, then dian told us that her ez-link card is zero. She asked me whether I had coins. Me? Coins? I dun carry coins. Haha! But luckily wanny [our fwens] had $1 coin. Half way thru our journey, dian told me that she actually had 2 ez-link cardds. Her mum jus top up the other card. And now then she rmb it. She is so B-L-U-R-R! Haha! We're rather early. And thr's many people outside the lecture theatre. They all look mature! We feel so small suddenly. Haha! We had to mark our attendance and it's according to alphabetical order and different group leader [GL] mark diff letter. So, we all have to go on our seperate ways. I told myself to be independent. After marking my attendance, I went straight in the lecture theatre and find a suitable seat for me to sit. But suddenly dey saw me ask me to sit next to them. WHEE~ No need to be independent! Haha! We played ice breakers and many of their names are jus so hard to rmb! Haha! Thr's lala, titi, two, sun and even darlie! Weird names but it was cool! Haha! After the long hours sitting in the lecture theatre, we went for a tour ard the sch. And it was so tiring plus the weather.... SO HOT!! Haha! Everybody was like sweating like crazy! Haha! And btw, we met 2 new fwens. They're okay. We all get along well. Haha! After the tour has finished, the GLs said tht we could go and eat. And thr's 2 ladies heard abt it and they were like oh can eat alr? Come let's go! You should see their actions. It was so funny. They're so eager to eat! OMG! Haha! We didn't eat thr tho. We ate at SIM. It was really near our hs block and quite convenient. Haha! We went home after that. Took the diff bus with lala and nisa cos they live in the east area? Haha! The 3 of us went jp after that and saw syayie at the interchange toilet. So coincidence. Went john little together. Dian bought her stuffs while me, still thinking on wht to buy for mum. Haha! Luckily wanny acc me to choose which eye liner is better. Cos that dian went in deli to see her fwens. And yea. I missed the chance to see who in the world is tht guy. Haha! Whoa. Such a wordy post today. Haha! FOC is like 3 days away! Better miss me y'all! Haha! That's all for today! toodles~~ ^.^

Heyho! :] I'm super bored now. I'm all alone at home. Everybody was out. Dad went fishing, mum's working, sis went s-h-o-p-p-i-n-g WITHOUT me, bro working and the other bro went to lepakz. I'm bored. Entertain me please? Anyone? Sigh~ No one to entertain me. Guess I have to entertain myself then. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalas~~~ Haha! I'm still bored! Hehe! It's okay laa. My brother is reaching home soon. When he reaches home, I'm so gna take his phone and play that game tht my siblings are addictied to. Haha! We're so addicted to the game! And we're always chellenging each other. See who can be the top scorer! Haha! It's jus a simple game tho. But I dunno how we can be addicted to it. Haha! Kay, moving on. I'm so in love with my blog song. The title is never say goodbye. Infact, I'm addicted to all soundtracks from the korean drama, My Girl! Haha! This should be all laa. I dunnot wht else to write. Haha! Let me end my post with the lyrics to this song! whee~~ toodles! ^.^


Never Say Goodbye

yeah, what's going on 2006
Mario and Nesty, what up?
With the brand new classic, yeah
ride with us, it's about two guys and hot girls
yeah, keep it up, keep it down, two step with me, come on!
let's do it, do it, do it like this

one, two, baby clap your hands
everybody let's go ha ha ha ha
i want y'all ladies clap again, yeah
let me hear you say what

oo ree dahn dool ee it's my story
ddoh nah yae mahm ee heum ee nae noon gah yae noon mool ee
nuh wah yae shee gahn eun nuh moo nah doh geel uh nuh moo geel uh
ddah ddeut hahn nah yae mahm eu roh dohl ah oh geel beel uh
the ghetto nuh yae mahm ee keul lee neun dae roh
nuhn geu dae roh never say goodbye, so get up

if you go away you will see me cry
don't you let me go, baby don't you let me down
neul hahm kkeh ee ssuh doh duh gah kkahp jee ah neun
uh dduhn wee mee doh uhp neun jeen boo hahn sarang
don't you let me go, baby don't you let me down

you never say goodbye, hahn dong ahn mung hah nee
oo doo kuh nee ahn jah dah shee saeng gahk haet jee mahn
muhm chool soon uhp geh ssuh ohn tong geu dae saeng gahk
hahl soo bah kkeh uhp neun nae jah sheen ee mee wuh

don't you let me go, baby don't you let me down

and we the best ain't no need to stress
Mario and Nesty ain't no need to impress
yo! nuh yae mahm eul bah dah nah yah mahm eun byuhn chee ah nah
huh nah mahm tung been chae roh bee wuh doo jeen ah nah
yo! call it a fling or a love thing
i don't care i can handle any drama that you bring
bahm kkohk seh wuh mahm kkohk sarang eu roh chae wuh
without you i'm better, no one could do it better
hello cute Nesty best MC
Mario right tight err night that's right

yo! i'm still in love with you hey
nae mahm eul juhl dae ee hae moht hahn dah goh
i'm still in love with you, hey!
let me hear you say hey hey hey!
oh check it, nee gah nah reul dduh nahn dah goh
oh jeek ee seh sang eh nuh rahn yuh jah hah nah rah goh
kkoot kkoot ee nahm jah dahp geh poh gee hah jeen ah nah
only you oh jeek hah nah only you eet jeen ah nah baby
one two three four i got the mic check

if you go away you will see me cry
don't you let me go, baby don't you let me down
neul hahm kkeh ee ssuh doh duh gah kkahp jee ah neun
uh dduhn wee mee doh uhp neun jeen boo hahn sarang
don't you let me go, baby don't you let me down

you never say goodbye, hahn dong ahn mung hah nee
oo doo kuh nee ahn jah dah shee saeng gahk haet jee mahn
muhm chool soon uhp geh ssuh ohn tong geu dae saeng gah
khahl soo bah kkeh uhp neun nae jah sheen ee mee wuh

(one more time now) you never say goodbye
(come on come on) hahn dong ahn mung hah nee
(wanna ride with the homie right) oo doo kuh nee ahn jah
(wanna get right, then get high) dah shee saeng gahk haet jee mahn (if you like me girl)
(ride with me, i'll ride with you) muhm chool soon uhp geh ssuh
(you go down on me, i'll go down on you) ohn tong neh saeng gahk mahn (yeah)
hahl soo bah kkeh uhp neun (just me and you come on)
nae jah sheen ee mee wuh (one more time now)
don't you let me go(say what)
baby don't you let me don (one more time now)

one, two, baby clap your hands
everybody let's go ha/hey ha/hey ha/hey
i want y'all ladies clap again, yeah
let me hear you say hey hey hey

sarang doh byuhn chee ah nah nah yae mahm doh byuhn chee ah nah
nah yae kkoom eul eel jeen ah nah juhl dae poh geen uhp dah
ill logic real toxic switch quicker than tip tonic
heterosexual the kid's flow is incredible
sarang doh byuhn chee ah nah nah yae mahm doh byuhn chee ah nah
nah yae kkoom eul eel jeen ah nah juhl dae poh geen uhp dah yeah

Hello everybody. Haha! I'm super bored. Nobody to talk to... Nothing to do. Everybody seems to be busy with their own stuffs. I want to be busy with stuffs too! But I jus dunno wht to do! Haha! School gna starts on monday. It's jus the so call orientation tho. Had to wake up super early. It's been a long time since I wake up early. Haha! I'm excited! Not the part whr I'm gg to sch but the part whr I have to wake up early. Haha! I'm not sure whether I can wake up that early. Hehe! Kay anw, I dunno wht to wear on that day! Somebody help me! Mr Muscle! I need you! Wahaha! I'm being lame! Hehe! Yea, moving on. On the 2nd til 6th of april, it'll be the FOC camp! Whee~~ ^.^ So people, better miss me yea! It's okay if you dun. But I'm super sure that thr's someone out thr that will miss me....BADLY! If you're missing me, better tell me oteh? So that I can prove to others that thr's someone that misses me. Heee~ ^.^ But, it's okay laaa if no one misses me. :[ So anw, I won't be blogging til the 6th onwards. And when I came back, I'm so going to blog! Hehe! Think tht's all ba! Hehe! I've got nth else to write. So, toodles~~ :]

Heyho! It's been like ages since I last blog. Haha! I've been busy lately. That's why I didn't blog. Haha! Went shopping with dian the other day. It's either on the 19 or 20. Can't rmb when. Hehe! We went to bugis at ard 11? Haha! Went to have our breakfast at banquet at raffles hosp. We went bugis street after that. And not many shops had open. So, decided to catch a movie at first but the movie we wanted to watch starts alr. Saddening! Sobs! Haha! But we plan to watch it at je. But we didn't. Cos that dian didn't want to as she said she had spent alot on 2 tops. [she only spent $18!] Haha! Went to jp and window-shopping after that. And dian bought nachos! But she's shy abt it. Cos it look kinda weird. she bought it at level 3 whr you bought popcorns and stuff to watch movie. And she eat it at the basement. So people were like looking at her with that weird look. Haha! And you know wht? She asked me to carry it for her. Said tht we had to take turns to carry it. Funny ain't it? Haha!

On the 22nd, which is on saturday, syayie and her sis, illa came over cos it was e-learning day and she didn't have computer at hme. Syayie came over first cos she was from work. It's been a while since I last saw her at my house. Still rmb the last time when she sleep over at my hse. It was so fun! Haha! I miss that! Haha! Then on monday, 24 march, went to the gym with dian. That was our initial plan tho. But there we lotsa people at the gym so we didn't go thr. Haha! We ended up running at the track! Haha! But it was only for awhile. Went to eat at KFC after that. Haha! We sat at KfC for like 2 hrs? Haha! We talked abt past, present and future! Haha! Cool uhh? Haha! After that, we went to play the 20cents game. [That's wht we call it! Haha!] We had spend ard $2 jus on that game? Haha! We're freaks! That game is very addictive okay! I rmb telling you guys abt this game. But it's okay if you don't. Haha! It was fun laaa. We win great prizes too! And I get wht I want! Haha! :] And ystd, dian and I went to NP to submit our forms and pay $15 for the FOC camp. Meet her mum and sis at SIM and had our lunch! And I just know that health science block is so near to SIM but far from NP. Funny ain't it? So whenever I need to go to nursing block, I'll just alight at SIM bus stop and walk. Haha! :] Think tht's all ba! Ju hates that word cos it'll remind him of something! Haha! I'll write again...soon! toodles~ :]


ps: another wordy post. SORRY~ :[ ohh btw, a miracle happened jus now! and I didn't see it coming! whee~ :DD

Hola! :D Today I'll just rot at home. Haha! I had nothing to post actually. Haha! I can't wait to go out with my DEAR, steph! But it is still undecided tho. Haha!


I'm so random today.

GIRLS!
Dictionary's definition:
- a female human beings.
Other definition:
- always getting hurt, trust guys too much, always rmb promises [made and given] and gullible in love.
One word for them:
SEE-ARE-WHY-EE-ARE! [Cry-ER]
If they didn't cry?
I say, "They're not girls!" [But sometimes if they don't, they're just acting tough!]


GUYS!
Dictionary's definition:
- a male human beings. [informal]
Other definition:
- heart breaker, can't be trusted, loves making empty promises and idiots in love.
One word for them:
EL-EYE-EH-ARE! [Lie-ER]
If they didn't lie?
I say, "They're not guys!" [But sometimes if they don't, erm... no. They ALWAYS lie!]



Hahahaha! What do you people think of these? True? False? You decide for yourself. Haaa! :] Ohh btw, I've change my blog song! It's from My Girl OST! :] toodles~

Heyho. Went to accompany syayie [tht's her new name! :)] for injection at je. The clinic that she had to go to is Raffles Medical... I think. Haha! And it's hard to find that particular clinic. But we finally found it only after we walked one whole round around the CPF building! Haha! The weather was like so hot and we thought of gg in faster as thr's air-con! Haha! But when we went in, it was packed! And the clinic is so small! Haha! Luckily the waiting wasn't that long. :] After that, we went to je entertainment and eat lunch at ZINGDO! whee~ It's my second time eating thr! Haha! Lotsa funny things happened thr. Haha! Then, we went window shopping for awhile and went to play arcade. Had fun playing arcade! Haha! And we took neoprints! :] But it wasn't good like before. And our decoration skills were like 3 out of 10! We used to pass our decoration skills tho! Guess it drops cos it's been a long time since we last took neoprints! Haha! xD We went to IMM after that. It was fun! :D We went back home after that. Luckily syayie wanted to go to her aunt's hse so we took the bus together. Haha! It was really fun laa to go out with her. It's been a long time since we went out together. :D Can't wait to have another outing... Heeee~

Hiya! :] Today, I went to apply for my SingPass. Originally, jumali was going to accompany me to gek poh CC as sihui said I could apply my SingPass thr. We were supposed to meet at 2. And at 2, he msged me and said that he couldn't make it cos his aunt came to his hse. So, I had no choice but to go by myself. But I suddenly rmb kiahui. Haha! So I msged her to try my luck. Hehe! :P She said she's gg to tell me the ans at 3. And sad news. She said she can't accompany me. So, I really had no choice but to go alone. But suddenly she said we could meet up at jp now if I wanted to. And so I went thr. Haha! And she acc me to the CC at jp. And funny! I didn't realise that thr's a CC thr. I mean. I didn't know that the Frontier [whtever the spelling is] CC is gg to be next to the library. I didn't know that the counter and the sitting place near the entrance of the library is the CC. OMG! yea...ok.. laugh all you want. I don't blame you for laughing. Haha! :D Went back home after that. We took the bus at the bus stop near the library and guess wht? She made me run! We had to run to catch the bus! And it was tiring ok! Haha! And I didn't know kiahui alight at dian's bus stop! Haha! Well so, I went central by myself! Im so proud of me! Haha! Didn't know wht to do actually. Cos thr's no one at home and Im feeling bored. So, I took a stroll at central like an idiot. But it was fun tho! Bought food and drinks for myself! whee~~ haha! Fun experience! Had to go central alone without planning again! Haha! And thanks kiahui for accompanying me! MUACKS! Hehe! ^^

Knowing more about myself. Haha! I wonder if it really is true. But im doing this test for entertainment only tho. Haha! But there's quite afew that is written here is true. Haha! :]


What do my star says about me? :]


Forgiving but never forgets uhh? Hmmm.... Judges people thru' observations. That is true. :]

My Chinese Animal type...

Hmmm.... It says that I don't ask for love but deep inside, I need lots of love and care... Interesting... Haha!

My lucky colors...

Blue and White! heeee~ :]

My music type...

Interesting.... Haha! :D


Addictive content in my personality is 84%

Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me

Haha! Really? Hmmm...

My lucky numbers....

8 is one of my lucky numbers? What a coincidence...

Hello! I just came back from taking Hepatitis B vaccine with dian. Haha! The injection was totally different from the injection that I once had. It's not that painful tho but your arm just felt tired. Haha! It's raining and I wore a jacket to central. At first, I thought the injection will be on the area of my elbow but it's at my arm. I had no choice but to unzipped my jacket and took my right arm out of the jacket. Haha! And luckily the doctor is a women. Hehe! Kayso, after the injection, dian and I went KFC to eat. Ask shahidah to meet us at central but she didn't want to cos it was raining and she haven't bathe from the time she came back from work! Haha! Anw, after eating, dian send me home and took the bus at my bus stop. We chatted for quite sometime. Missed alot of bus. Haha! It was fun chatting with her. We talked abt our life. During primary sch life and secondary sch life. It was really fun! My pri sch life and hers was totally different! Haha! Can't wait to have another injection nxt month! Haha! :]

im so freaking pissed rite now! plus sad... is it really true? when they say im selfish... is it true? am i? am i selfish jus becos i dun let dad use the comp for like only 1 hr? everyday i've been letting dad use the comp at 12-1. and only for today i told dad tht i stil wna use the comp and i've been told tht im selfish? i mean... come on laa... who's the one who is selfish rite now? me or dad? EVERYDAY i'll have to let him use the comp. and whenever i say no cos i wna use, he'll keep on pestering me to let him. and to prevent me from getting irritated by him, so i let him. and its really everyday you see... on weekdays PLUS weekends. on weekdays when i really sorta dun let him, he'll say this... "can laa.. i jus finish work ma. so must relax and use the comp." and so i let him use the comp. and on weekends, he'll say this, "can laa... on weekends must rest ma. den on mon start work alr wht.. so cannot use the comp." and so, everyday during weekdays, at 12 til 1 afternoon, i have to let him play. den at ard 5, when he came back from work, i still have to let him play. and on weekends, he'll be the first person to wake up and use the comp til late at night. provided if he didn't go out. and today, for the like first time in history, i told him sternly tht i wna use the comp. and he said this, "if cannot let me play den jus say laa. why must u talk to me in tht kind of manner?" and im so ??? i mean.. if i were to talk to him nicely, he'll definitely pester me. and tht's why i told him sternly and he said tht? and then he walk away. and so, i thought it was over laa.. but NO! mum came in and ask.. "why u dun let dad use the comp? only for 1 hr wht..." but she say it in a nice manner laa... but i didn't ans. cos i noe she won't understand me anw. and next, the irritating, fcuking brother came in and talk to me angrily. "ehh! why cun u let dad use the comp? 1 hr only also cannot? and why must u talk back rudely to him? i tell u arh... u dun be rude ok! u think u who? let him use for 1 hr only also cannot. selfish la u! and i tell u arh. dun act like a princess here ok!" and im like... fcuk off laa.. but of course, i didn't say it laa. wht's princess got to do with all dese? so lame shit! and he say abt me being rude? ok... i noe maybe the way i talked to dad was abit rude and im sorry. but he dun have the rights to tell me tht im being rude cos he himself is fcukin rude! and he told me tht his rude-ness is jus play2 only. and im like hell yea... he always thinks he's right. and jus becos he older den me doesnt mean tht he can do whtever he like with me. and for ur info, he've been treating me as tho im a bean bag u see... everyday, every second... without fail.. whenever he sees me doing something, like watching tv, play comp, read newspaper.... anything laa.. he'll come to me and give me a punch. and he thinks its not painful but it is! i mean come on laa... u're a guy seh. and u're punching a girl? its such a coward act. and i might even have bruises on my hand becos of him and did he noe tht? NO!!! and sometimes, he'll jus take my beloved stitch and blanket and jus bite it. and thr's one time when i was video-ing a video clip, he was screaming at the top of his voice at the end of the video. and he finds it so funny and kept on laughing. and if ppl burp, it'll be definitely smelly rite? and u noe wht he did? whenever he feels like burping, he'll rite infront of me! and its like so gross! and not only tht. he had even farted right infront of my face before. and all these things tht he did to me, he said it was jus a joke? i mean come on laa... if u were in my shoe, do u think tht wht he did was merely a joke? isnt that rude? and he dared talk to me abt rude-ness. and i told him this, "dun u talk to me abt having to respect others when u urself dun even have any respect towards others." and tht was when he said tht wht he did was merely a joke. joke indeed... he and mum went out for awhile now. and before leaving, mum ask me to bring the clothing tht she hang outside in if it rains. and tht fcuker interupted. he said, "you better fold all the clothes before i came back. if i see tht the clothes are not fold, im gna beat u up." and i told him tht he had no rights to tell me wht to do. dun even care if he heard it anot. im so not folding it! if i wna do it, i'll do it. i dun need someone like him to tell me to do it.

i didn't wna post abt this actually. but im jus so pissed and sad. and i also dun wna talk abt my irritating bro, but i have no choice. i cun take it anymore. it jus seems like im nth to dem. im like a piece of shit in this family. dey dun even understands me let alone respect me. and they expect me to understand dem and respect dem? im jus so sad rite now.... why am i treated this way? how i jus wish i was not born. so tht this wouldnt have happen. my head feels like exploding rite now. i jus wish i have someone to talk to right now. someone who really understands me... sigh~


ps: such a long post. but whatever... this is my blog. i post whtever i wna post. dun read it if u're not liking it. u can jus simply click on the [x] button.

Heyho! :] I'm here to blog again. Haha! Well anw, it's sports day today. Went to watch the event together with dian and luchella. They were late! Haha! But I forgive them tho. Haha! We saw Ms Wong and chatted with her for awhile. Dian called qin as we thought of seeing her. But sad news is, she didn't come to sports day today. Sob! :[ Kia Hui came to find us and all of us sat together. And honestly, I really had fun going to the sports day. Not because I could see the JYians run but I could see my beloved friends! :] And yea... Saw fathiah too. She said she misses me and I miss her too. Haha! We hugged and chatted for awhile. And chatted with Mr Lim for awhile too cos I need to go to the toilet... BADLY! Haha! Wanted to witness the prize giving ceremony but it was too long so we made a move first. Haha! There's a children carnival at the nanyang CC and they're giving away free balloons. So, the 3 of us decided to take the balloons but were shy to do so. Haha! Thanks Boon Ee for helping us getting those balloons. Thanks yea. Appreciate it lots! :] Dian had 2 balloons while luchella and I had 1 each. We decided to let go of the balloons together and see how far it can go. But while we were walking towards the mama shop, luchella's balloon gotten loose from her hand and it flew away. She was super sad so dian gave one of her balloon to her and we let go of our balloons one by one. It was such a nice moment - seeing the balloons flew into the sky... I feel like I was still a kid! Haha! But the nice feelings will be deeper if there were a bunch of balloons goes up to the sky together. Haha! And yea, we took videos and pictures and went back home after that. I really enjoyed myself today. Even tho I met them for a couple of hours only. But I still enjoy it. It's been a long time since I last saw luchella and I really missed her. Let just hope we all could meet each other again...soon. Haha! :]

ps: wordy post~ and too much HAHA in the post! Haha! =.=

Heyho! :D It's been for like 2 days since I last blog? Haha! Didn't have the time to do so. That's why. Haha! Kay so, first thing first. Haha! I thought I have alr forgotten abt my past and moved on. But I'm wrong. SO WRONG! I slept alone on friday and saturday as my sista accompany my mum to work. And tht's when I realise tht I've not move on. I was about to slp when I suddenly start thinking of him. I thought it was natural for me to think of him once in awhile. But I was so wrong. I mean... The thoughts of him just make me miss him deeply. And i cried for like wht? 2 days? Sigh~ I totally hate it. I've alr tell myself not to cry and not to think of him but I still did. What's wrong with me??? Why can't I be the old ekynn? The hard-hearted, stubborn and don't give a shit abt guys ekynn? Why?? Why am I now the soft-hearted, easily cry and always give a shit abt one guy ekynn? Sigh~ I hope and pray everyday so that I can forget about him. Not the memories tht I once had with him but JUST him. If I can forget abt him then only I can move on... Right? It's 2.22AM now. Guess I better go to bed now. I'll blog again... soon.

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