Two days have past. So slow seh. Can't wait for another week of hols which is on the 4th Oct onwards? Hahaa! Nk klua with my sayangs laa~ ekynn, ekynn. attachment just started seh. daa tk saba nk hols. ape nk jadi daa? -.- Okay, I guess this will be my last post for the time being. Nk focus on attachment laa kate kn. Pray for me people. Ekynn's becoming an independent girl. *applause* Hahaa! Miss me yea. I know you will. =)

Hey! I can't believe it! I'm actually awok belakang! Hahaa! Best perr. Really enjoyed myself on saturday. Everybody tends to smell like Amz. Hahaa! =)

Monday attachment per.
If dulu, gt someone to text me and call me wishing me luck to boost up my confidence so early in the morning. Bt now, guess thr's no more. Bt I'm still grateful tht my fwens wished me. Thanks! =)

Reply to tags:
Zizi: imysdm tooo! best of luck for tmr's performance!
Zizi: gotta find you by joe jonas ke pe??*cair*..nyehehehe
ekynn: Hey babe!! thanks! [lmbt pe reply!] hahaa! ku pon cair seh tgk joe jonas. *melting*

shasha: omfg, serious catching up should be done. if cant during puasa will do after puasa that's raya! hahaha
ekynn: yupp, yupp! limit limit kite klua raye together den bole catch things up ape. =)

imran: asl hasta la vista ko cpt uh???yg ori nyer lagee sdap...then letak la lagu gotta find u...lagee gerek
imran: aku lmbt sejam...haha..yg kat post ko tu ko refering to e drug addict look alike kn????
ekynn: Psl ku carik kt imeem tkde yg ori nye. bt ini pon ok aper. and ku nk letak lagu gotta find you bt tkde laa deh. klau ade ku da letak. hahaa! and which post seh yg ko referring to??

fee: im in love with hasta la vista laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
ekynn: hahaaaa! same same! h-a-s-t-a! hasta la vista! hahaa! and im so in love with joe jonas. aaawwww. *melting*

Thr's dk today. Please please please please please.... Don't let me be awok depan. One word. I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E. Sigh~ Tmr performance. Hope I don't mess things up. *hoping REAL hard*


Reply to tags:

SHUHUI: LINK MEEEEEEEEEEEE
-ekynn: hey babe! i link you up alr. meet up soon yea? =)

the HIM:
-ekynn: hey, i'm glad it's all over. bt things aren't the same as before i guess.

Amine: Male alter-ego is sadenning. Cheer up. It won last
-ekynn: yea, it's sadenning alright. bt it can't be help right? haha! thanks yea. =)

amz: u n me..we need to talk...gal talk.no boys. ok?
ekynn: yea, we need to talk. =) i dno why bt i just feel so depress now. sigh~

Li: I noe who u refering to. Or i guess i knew.. Anw, jgn gaduh-gaduh ar. Fren fren can? Buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih kay! Cheer up
ekynn: hahaa! who doesn't? i guess everybody knows who i'm referring to laa. Haha! Daa ambil yg jernih bt air die cm keruh je? Hahaa! thanks yea. I've cheer up! =)

shasha: buka puasa nxt weekend gf?
shasha: gd luck for dikir! =)
ekynn: text me cpt2 tau!! and thanks! =)

Zizi: hey! chill k girl.cheer up. hope tht u are getting over it k=)
Zizi: *hugs* for you k=))
ekynn: thanks babe! *huggs* for you too! IMYSDM! =)

nisa: syg... i miss you laaaaaa... like alot alot... love ya too.. hehe..
ekynn: SAYANGG! I miss you so much laa. cpt2 kene meet up otehh? =)

JAN: Take a chill pill, and you didn't change a little bit from the last day of Juying! :] Miss you!
ekynn: hey babe! thanks thanks lots! i miss you too! must meet up soonn!!!! =))

lalaaaa: laaaa, per nie sedih2. tkmo amek hati sgt uh. seriously. guys are born with super high ego. we just take tha backseat& chill. no use getting upset ova these trivial things. remember i'll be there fer you alrighty(:
ekynn: thanks sayangg! sayang kamu! =)

ladykiller: ekinn,rindu kau ahhh.rindu mulut kau yg bising tuu.at last!found your blog!link me up ait!
ekynn: ko rindu aku ke mulut aku eh? hahaaa! aku pon rindu ko uhh. cpt2 arh plan outing so bole klua same2. igt dulu? gy escape same2? hahaa! and syg, ko tk kasi ku ur blog nye add. cmne ku nk link kn kn kn? hahaa!

elias: dari juying kan? kenal budak ni namer halimah adawiyah? dia putih2 rmbt pjg hitam.. my age??
ekynn: halimah adawiyah? erm.. sorry, tk knal uhh. and how old are you again? oops~

syayie: heyy babe!! h0w r eu?? miss eu n dian l0ads2 sey..mit up s0on aites?? =D btw, link me up yea..changed my bl0g alr..hees! xD
ekynn: hey babe! I'm fine thank you. how bout you? i miss you too seh. yupps, must meet up soon. hahaa! i've link you. =)

Random post.

He broke my heart
so I broke his jaw.

Do you believe in love at first site
or should I walk by again?

Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?
No, but it did hurt when they cut off my wings
and called me the devil.

Don't hate me cos I'm beautiful,
hate me cos your boyfriend thinks so.

Behind every successful man,
stands a surprise mother-in-law.
- Hubert Humphrey

Some people say that one's personality
is reflected off of their car....
Well, I have no car.

Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.


I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

I've changed.
NOT!.............................................or have I?

Had an arguement with a friend ystd. Well, it's not really an arguement I must say. I think it's only a misunderstanding, whr one refuse to understand the other tht leads to arguement. I'm not saying tht I'm at fault or I'm right. I'm just saying tht maybe both of us don't understand or refuse to understand each other. Tht's why thr's an arguement. I'm sure that friend of mine knows tht I'm actually referring to him. Well, whtever.

Anw, I don't know actually wht caused this arguement to occur. It was said tht it's all becos of me. My way of texting and my way of talking were totally different these few days. I don't think so. Cos I know I'm still me. Or am I?

He texted me first. Texting me saying tht I've change and all. And I'm like yea, first thing to do is to shoot them straight in the face w/o giving them warning. Is tht wht you call courtesy? Don't understand this part? Then scrape it. Not important. Well anw, back to this. We texted awhile only. Cos I refuse to reply his last msg. Reason? Tell you ltr.

I've change? Is it really true tht I've change? Cos I don't think tht I've change a single bit. And you said wht? Maybe it's because of wht people said tht make me change. Aren't you being paranoid here? Why must you link those two up? These two aren't abit related. Do you know why you actually feel tht I've change ever since the day tht they started talking? It's because you think too much my friend. Yea, maybe I've change. I don't know. Bt even if I have change, the reason is definitely nt because of tht ok. It's merely a coincidence. I happens to maybe change right after that incident. Bt seriously speaking, I'm least or not at all affected by wht they said ok. I don't know la bt from my point of view right, well, it's wht I think la. You are very well welcome to object. I think you're the one who's affected by it. I can't find a reason to give you bt I just feel tht you're actually affected by it. I may be wrong bt like I said, it's from my point of view only.

We talked abt egos ystd and I think tht everybody has their ego-ness in them. It's the matter of having big egos or small egos. I don't know why you said tht my ego is bigger than yours. Bt from wht I see, tht's not the issue actually. I don't care who have bigger egos than who cos like I said everybody are ego. Big or small only. And ystd, the way you walked past me and the way you talked, only one word to described. E-G-O. I wanted to talked nicely to you ystd bt your behaviour ystd made me nt to say anything. Told you tht ystd and you said wht? I'm the one who started it first? Started wht first?? And even if I started it first, must you do tht? You know why you did tht? It's becos of ur ego and maybe its becos you wanted to get even with me. Isn't it? Yuo also said tht even if you've did tht ystd, I could still walk up to you and say something. And you know why I didn't? It's becos I think tht thr's no use to walk up to you and say something. Cos why? Becos of your ego. Or maybe becos of mine too. So, even if I walked up to you, thr's nth tht both of us can do. In short, it's actually pointless. I was taken aback by your last sentence in tht last msg. Esp when you put '!' in the msg. By putting '!' in a msg, it can only mean 1 thing. Tht you're actually saying whtever you're saying with a loud voice. Either happy or angry. Bt in your case, I'm sure it's becos you're angry. Right? I didn't know tht I'm a self-centered person. Only care abt my feelings and not others. Plus, you're putting '!' in ur msg so I guess you want tht info to get thru my thick skull rite? The only word I can say is thanks. Thanks for making me realise tht I'm a self-centered person. Thanks for making me realise tht I only think of my own feelings and neglect others. Thanks for making me realise tht. So I guess tht is actually the reason why we are as close. Becos of me being self-centered tht lead us to an arguement. I'm sorry. Now, we won't be arguing anymore cos we won't be talking to each other anymore and so, I won't hurt your feelings anymore. People, don't come close to me cos you might be the next victim. I might hurt your feelings and I don't want that to happen.

PS: I won't be updating for awhile. Don't ask.

Thr's dk today so the 5 [me, dian, lala, wanny and fee] of us met up early to buy food for break fast later. The venue was supposed to be at CC bt since it's raining we doubt tht the venue will be the same. Sat at Canteen 1 cos each and everyone of us were lazy to go up to clubhouse. Hahaa! It was like 6 plus plus alr and thr's no one walking to CC or Sdar. We called each and everone of them bt no one would picked up the calls. Were abit pissed tho. Finally thr's afew of them who ans our calls la. They asked to meet at Sdar. Thr's no one thr la. Everybody was like, whr is everybody? Dun tell me tht only the 5 of us will be here. Well, true enough, only 5 of us turn up for dk training apart from the seniors la. Bt seniors also not many came. Only a handful. So the 5 of us sat in one row and practice the ragam and singing. Imagine, just the 5 of us. It's pathetic la. Bt it's kinda fun also. It's like having a personal training with the seniors. Hahaa! Training end at 9.30 and fee had to wait for an so all of us accompany her. While waiting, we dance! Hahaa! Many different kinds of dancing la. Chinese dance, Indian dance, Malay dance, "HipHop" dance, chacha dance, Hawaii dance and even the dance from the old times. The saloma's dance. Hahaa! XD Stopped dancing after tht cos all of us were super tired. Hahaa! Then, Fee told us tht an asked us to go off first. So we went off. Took the train home and reach home at 11. Super tired bt didn't feel like slping. No mood arh. So watch tv. Gt bored with tv so on the comp and blog. Hahaa! Till tht's all la. Gt nth else to write. =)

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