Thursday, February 25, 2010 Y
Hey, wats up people? :)
It's been a longggggggggg time since I log in to blogger. HAH!
I've been busy with stuffs~
SO, you guys must be wondering how my life would be now right?
Well, if you were to look at it from afar, it would pretty much perfect. But if you try getting closer and take a look at it closely, you might find cracks like almost everywhr. HAH!
Truthfully, life is kinda tough for me.
Facing lotsa problems and it's just so hard for me to handle it.
Friends are the least person I wanted to see right now. Cos my friends currently, aren't really my friends, really. And I super stressed up.
Stressed up with tonnes of projects, money issues, DAD, friends, exams................and much more!
But I thank GOD that
all some of these problems are gone. Like, projects and exams are so over. Dad just gt discharged last Monday bt he'll be in and out of hosp pretty soon for dialysis and all. So yeaa...
But what make me more stressed up is that... Well, more to fcuked up actually... Is that, things turned out NOT the way I wanted it to be. It's disastrous! People I know is somehow turn strangers to me. I no longer know these people. Life is like hell to me. It really feels like it's the end of the world. Seriously.
Some issues that I really don't understand.
Assuming? Amongst all of us, I'm sure its our first instinct to assume stuffs. Bt when you try to think abt it again and put some rationale and positive thinking into it, wouldn't you feel that behind something that had happen, there must be an explanation for it?
But most importantly, get your facts right before assuming stuffs.
And what about hating 2-faced or hypocrite people? Yea, true. All of us in this world definitely hate people with 2-faced and/or hypocrites. Bt wht's the point of fcuking hate these people if you yourself falls under these 2 categories? Don't you guys did this too? Trying to act so innocent infront of that some but behind his back, you just bitch abt him like thr's no tmr? Aren't tht equals to 2-faced/hypocrites? HAH! in-your-sweet-little-pathetic-face!
And wht else? Ohh! Promises? A loved ones once told me this, "A word is just a word if you don't really mean wht you say. A phrase is just a phrase if you don't really mean wht you say. A sentence is just a sentence if you don't really mean wht you say. And promises? A promise doesn't really mean anything unless it come from the bottom of your heart. But at the end of the day, actions really do speaks louder than words." So wht am I trying to imply here is that thr's no point making a promise to someone if you don't mean wht you promise and your actions don't show what you actually promised. Get it?
You might not like this, you might hate that, you might not like tht someone BUT look! What abt you then? Are at all perfect? Are you very sure you're not at least like the examples I've shown above? Yes? HAH! Who are you trying to kidd? The only reason why you say yes is because you're such a loser who wants to deny FACTS. You're just so pathetic and I suggest you and your EGOS can dig your own grave.
The above stuffs that I write is something that I've been keeping with myself. I'm not pointing this to anyone in particular. This is just something I feel towards these kind of people. It's purely written as a general.
I appreciate you for reading my blog. It's quite long and thank you for your time to read this. (:
LOVES;
ekynn.
11:38 PM;
simplyME.
