saw ddis beautiful moon jus now... iit suddenly makes me feel happy... :D so ii took da picture of iit... DUH! l0ls.

its kinda small tho... haiishh... but now wen ii look out dda window, dda moon was gone... AMAZING huh??

kiiut?? ii was thiinkin dda same thing too!! :D

wadd a waste of tiime! HMPH! cum schh den dey all say dda course postpone to tml... aiiy0hh!! me andd shahidah go central buy bubble tea... early iin da morning buy bubble tea... haiishh... l0ls. :) after ddat saw ddian dey all at bus stop.. we me, shahidah, dian and luchella lepakz at mama shop... :D iit started to rain heavily so we seat under da void deck... den we prank call pple... so fun sia! =P da bez prank call iis de mr gopal thing... so funny siia... hahahkz.. :) wen hme at 12.30... den at hme so sian... nth to do... now also so sian.. den tml got chem and da course... dun feel like going sia... mus wake up so early... haiz.. :( endd here bahh...

haiishh... so siian... iits da beginiing of da holidaes but im bored!!! hhmm... since i got nth betta to do... hhmm... let me uploadd some piics dat i really loved!! mwahhs... lame siia me... well wadeva...


ddis piic was taken by my bro... ddis iis dda bird dat ii was toking abt... hhu had diied!! sobs. :(

my idol!! he's soo kiiut!! i simlpy lurfe clay!!! mwahh :D he has change alot! andd iits really al0t... wen he first joiin american idol 2, he's kiinda nerd... but he change hadd change alot during dda competition... well, personally, ii think he shud be da american idol 2 andd not ruben... hhhmm..

dda american idol seas0n 6.... taylor hicks!!! wees~ i knew he wud win... dun liike dat katherine mcphee... cun deny dat she had gud voiice... but i jus dun like her... peace! =P

cute yahh?? my boiifwenn mahh... mwahhs... :D evrytime ii saw his pic, iit reminds me during teachers' day last yr... gawd~ so phaiisey siia... XD

my fav band!! dey're jus so cooL!!! :D

iin ddis piic, he look ohh gawd!! gorgeous!! so ke aii!!! arghh!!!!

iin ddis piic, he look REALLY gorgeous!!! ARGHH!!! he's so CUTE!!!!

ameriican id0l 6 finalist... i thiink ddat chrris wud be iin dda fiinal 2 as he had an amaziing voiice... haiishh.. :(

my favoriite host ever!!! ryan seacrest, u r0ck!! :D

hey2!! :D yesterday cudden post cos kinda busy... hmm... ystd was meet-de-parent session... mum didn't cum cos i ask her not to... mwahhs.. dun wan to trouble her... so me andd shahida take our report bk without our parents... cudden believe iit siia! get 3rd iin class... its like a miracle! but i think it was jus my luck ahh... endd of year wanna try harder andd remaiin lahh... if not top ten... if not top 15.. if not top 20... if not den last lorhh... hehehhs =P mum promise to buy me sumthing if i got top 10... hehehhs.. :D endd here bahh... dunno wad else to say liia0...

today was fun! whees~ l0ls :) we had cIp to do... my grp kana blk 703... it was veri fun... today mr lian smiled! :) dis time he really smile... i mean dis is da first time we see him smile like dat...he really show a diff side of him which is GUD! :D i really enjoy myself during da cIp thing... :D we like karang guni man siia! keep da stuffed toys! hehehhs... its cute mahh... dats why we like... val take da mickey mouse one... so kiiut.. :) we return schh quite early ahh... den we had our recess and rileks at class... but cannot go hme ahh... cos got cca recognition day rehearsal for everyone... so sian... den my boot ahh... ARGH!! damn it! da heels peel off... but not completely lahh... its so hard wen u marchh and hentak kaki... make me malu only... luckily dats da old boots... my new boots ahh... aiiy0hhs... so diff to make iit polishh... den thurs mus use... speaking of thurs, dat amy yeo ahh... haiiz.. ask us to fall in and be ready at da carpark by 6.45 AM!!! she siia0 ahh?? how can wake up dat early... i usually wake up at 6.45.. den mus be at schh earlier den dat sia! mati l0rhhs... haiz... endd here bahh... wan to sleep ahh.. so tired.. den later at 7, wanna watch da korean drama... urm little bride i think da title... nice show ahh... abt dis kiut guy marrying a 17 yr-old-gal... interesting... :)

today so sian sia... bring dat stupid blazer for nothing... haiz.. da personal grooming was okay lahh.... jus okay.. dat first lesson teached us how to walk and sit properly... ehh come on lahh... u cun expect sumone to walk veri properly rite... everyone has their own way of walking... life wuden be fun if everybody had da same walk.. agree?? OF COURSE! hehehhs.. den da second lesson was abt da way u greet others and abt speaking properly... da 2nd lesson was kinda fun... we crack alot of jokes... hahahahahhs... :D den da 3rd was okay lahh... me and shahida volunteer to demonstrate how to use da cream... den our face all veri smooth sia.. hehhs.. we tot can go hme already at 12.30... but had to continue wif our normal lesson.. like wad sia.. den dat karamjeet ask us to do da p0a worksheet... aiiy0hh.. at 1 sumthing like dat, mus go hall... got briefing... da briefing last till abt 2.30 like dat... so tiring and boring... finally da penny dey all noe abt da meh meh thing... hahaks.. da john johnny wooshh also dey noe already... but dey still cun figure out da black magic... penny say it was difficult.. den mei ling say someone got give signal.. where got... dats why it is called 'black magic'... mwahhs... :D tml got cca recognition day rehearsal... so boring.. some more its half-u... i rather wear full-u than half... it looks veri awkward wen u wear half-u... sianz.. endd here bah... wanna go central collect my skirt... bye!!

hey2... today get to noe my chem andd sosial studies... i failed my chem... 23.5/65... damn iit! but i cun believe i pass my ss!! yiipee!! but jus pass only bah... 27/50... overall, still fail my humanities... haiishh... becosh of dat stupid geog lorhh... pull my marks down... my combined science ahh... till i barely made it ahh... but still not sure whether i pass or fail... still haven get my f&n marks...after skul got np siia... got rehearsal... dda freaking sec 2 squad ahh... dey like no urgency in dem... in de end hu suffer?? us! duhh! dey are da one hu iis slow like turtle and we ended up kana pumping... their drills also not good... slack! dey slack alot sia... wen we becum NCO... we plan to tekan dem... not becosh we hate dem... but we wan to train dem to becum more discipline... lucky dem for not getting NCO like darryll [dunno how to spell] andd aiin... if not.. haiz.. its like da static drill only andd dey cun even do it properly.. i noe lahh some of dem is gud... but majority jus not serious abt it.. jus like eric and gang... speaking of him... jus now wen waiting for us to collect our new uniform, we fall-in at canteen ahh... den i stand behind eric, infront of chee chaii and beside sean... dey all bully me sia! so badd... especially dat eric and chee chai... HMPH! we finally get our new uniform... :D den nth to ddo... we chit chat at canteen.... till dismissal lohh... ohh... btw, jus now was cool cos we rehearsal in da raiin!! woohoos! oops! cun be too happy coshh iits so tiring... my legs were burning... but it turned out okae... :) we went central after np and sit under my blk waiting for shahidah's bro... den haikal and his fwen play soccer... haikal... he's so funny... fall down many time... :) he is one in a million... it's hard to find a guy dat is so understanding andd fwenly like him... syafiqah[sec2] iis a lucky gal to get him as her guy... but now they got like misunderstanding... lets hope dey are okay... :)

haiishh.... today so sian... mus help miss wong give out flyers... put inside pples letter box... but it was a nice experience ahh... but veri hot de... we finish it veri quickly so dat can go hme quickly... hehehhs... :D wen reach skul, de class t-shirt cum already... so nice sia... :) after dat saw pei qinn and zi yong outside skul... i ask pei qin wad she doin... den she say she still haven give out da flyers... poor her... she waiting for val... but ended up she went hme i think... den we all go mama shop... andd wait for bus to cum... de zi yong still dere at bus stop... i sit beside him and ask him wad he doin... and he say he waiting for frenn... i see him so focused with his fone... i tot he smsing pple ahh... but he play game... so funny siia... den he scold me cos he die already... mwahhs... :D now at hme so tired sia... tml maths as usual... start a new chapter... no time to relax... speaking of maths... jus now get most of da papers... really did veri badly... i failed my MT paper... dats so cooL!!! but who gives a shit?? wadeva! andd my geog... ohh gawdd... i get 8 out of 25... lose hope ba.. confirm ss more terok than geog... 100% confirm i fail my humanities... haiishh :( but its a miracle dat i passed my physics! :D get a total of 43 out of 65... hehehhs... :) confirm fail my chem... haiishh :( endd here ba...

hey2!!!! yeah!!!! exams is officially to be declared close!!!! yiipee!! mwahhs =P me with my lame jokes... well.. no joke no fun wadd... duhh!!! of course im being lame... cos exams is over... no more stress... so there's fun!! hehehehhhs... :) after f&n paper went hme straight... haiz.. dun wanna tok abt exams anymore... anywaes... out of da sudden dian called... andd ask whether i wanna play bicycle or not... and i was like... wad?! u sure? andd we went cycling in the end... hehehhs.. :) each of us ride one bicycle... how stupid can us be?? da lift can reachh us to da first floor fast but we chose to reach to da 5th floor and use da stairs... stupid rite?? l0ls :) den we cycle to luchella's house cos she wanna change den to dian's... my bike was da most sway... no brake sia... den summore kinda tall... i hardly reach da ground... but it was fun though... after dat we went to da slope where we often play... it was fun... luchella ask me to bonceng her using da piyopiyo... da stand behind was not tight... but she insist... so we go down the slope... it was okay until..... we reach da bottom... one of da stand was lose and she lose balance and hold my shoulder tight... and da bike was put of control!! luckily we didn't fell ahh... den got pple saw and was like aiiy0hhs... :) it happened with a blink of an eye! den da second time, i ask luchella to bonceng me... but dis time sit down ahh... it was going veri smoothly... den luchella wanted to use da long route to reach da top of da slope... pity dian lahh... but she insist... so i got off da bike and guess wad??!! she abandoned me! andd I had to get up da slope by walking!!! bad gurl! l0ls =P den wen reach dere, dian's face change suddenly... dat was da most funniest scene of da day! we laugh like hell sia! den athirah and azlan walk behind ahh.. and dian ask me to look... and it can be seen! and still... we were laughing like hell... and da both of dem was so curious and de azlan jus smile and shake his head... hehehehehhhs.. today was fun... its been a long time since i had dis much of fun... :) endd here bah... my hand veri tired de.. type too much already.. :)

today so sian... didnt study for physics... confirm fail de... cun wait to end all dis misery.. :) dun wan to be stress no more... tml my last paper, f&n... more sian sia... dun feel like studying.. im veri sad cos da kiiut baby bird died... :( im feel down wen i heard it... it died last 2 days... haiiz... :( ystd mothers' day... cun celebrate cos mom's working... she's always working... cun even spare some time for us... all she care is work andd money... haiz.. :( end here bah.. no mood to write already...

gawdd~ today jus sucks! first... my chem paper was damn badly done... i didnt even study... there's no point! nothing can get into my head! dis sucks! den p0a... ohh gawd! it was so difficult... ii cun even balance everythin... not even da trial balance... i can confirm withh u guys dat i will do veri badly fer all da subjects! den m0n still got physics... gawd... :( well... enough abt studying and exams... ystd my brudder saw dis cute lil' bird outside da house... and he brought it home... it was kiiut... but it fav ting to do is eat and sleep... dats all... cos he's still a baby mahh... i told shahidah abt it and she's like excited to see da bird... den she cum my hse lor... but no bird cos it's in my brudder's room... den watch da korean movie again, fullhouse... and she cried... only at disc 2 den cry like wad... hahakz... :) finally wen bro woke up, shahidah can see da baby bird.. den jus now, it try to fly but cun... so kiiut lah... :) i wan to take pics of it but da baby bird sleep already... den dun wan to disturb... it i took da pics den i uploadd it... let u guys see iit... :)

hey2... long time nvr p0st... mid yr mahh... still sturggling... :( jus now paper sucks! maths paper 2 was damn difficult lor... dat nai fern go set one lahh... haiiz.. den geog oso like wad sia... confirm fail one lahh... nvr study geog sia... den tml still got p0a and chem... poa so difficult to pass sia... keep changing chher... den da teaching oso different... den confuse us only... blame da sch if e2 da p0a no gud... bc0s of dem lahh... keep on changing chher... cun we just habb one chher?? but tink da karamjeet will teachh us back after mid yr ahh... so sian..

today.... hhmm... nth much tho... during dda morning assembly... iskandar [sec2] dda fone riing siia... den kinda loudd... luckily dda chher nvr heardd... his face veri dda cramp... like jus saw ghost like dat... pity him... den 5 mins before 8, his fone rang again... his lucky dat chher nvr caughht... den he quickly off his fone... da first time dun wanna off da fone... wen kana 2nd time den noe how to off da fone... toopid lahh... hehehhs.. other den dat nth lahh... poor sahlan... first day becum chairman den kana called oreadi... hahakz.. =P so fast miid yr siia... tml mly paper 2 andd eng paper 1... kinda scared cos im not prepared... haiishh... let jus hope i didn't flunk iit... :(

today so siian siia... nth to ddo... at schh so dda boriing... wen 1st periodd of LS mr wong cum to teachh chhem... dden wen goiing finishh, dat siin jiin liike wadd siia... we saw sumthing that iis veri da unsighhtful... haiishh... p00r hiim... l0ls... :)) but me so sadd lahh... yii tan wanna step down as chaiirman... :( andd now we got a new chairman... he is SAHLAN!!! hope we will try to listen to him lahh... so dat we won't change chairman anymore... :)) sian! sian! sian!! sian!! SIAN!!! SIAN!!! so boriing... :( endd here bahh..

today me andd shahidah went IMM... exams cuming still went out... hehehhs... =P we jus dun feel like studying lahh... so STRESS!!!! i dun feel like studying animore lahh... jus feel like dying... :( den tml still got schh... wah liia0... so siian siia... dun feel like goiing to schh ahh... so fed up and confused!! haiishh... ii need ur help guyys... please give me dda strengthh to continue living iin diis werl... iim too weak rite now... im helpless andd worthhless.... :(

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