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Saturday, March 31, 2007 Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! LOVE YA! ((:

today is mum bday. at first, thought of buying mum a cake. but you know her. she's the kind of mum who's very choosy. the last time we bought her a bday cake, she said tht cakes is not good for her. and we ended up eating her bday cake. hahas. so thought of buying her a simple gift. i've alr bought tht thing but i want to give more thn tht. hmmm..... must think first. hahas. xDD

anw, today went library with dian to study. it was only 11.30 and the library was corwded with people. didn't find any place and we just sat on the floor near the comic shelves. lasted only for an hr cos its difficult to study without a table. den went searching for place again and spot one. we jus sat at the table even tho thr's one bk on the table. who cares? the rule said tht no reservation is allowed. so, we sat thr lor. hahas. xDD den came this one guy - looks like gangster type walked towards us. i thought its his place but nt. he asked me whether he could sit thr or nt. and of course i let him. guess wht? he's a junior college student! i mean, the way he dress and his looks and all. didn't look like a JC student. hahas. anw, went back at ard 2. saw penny and huang ying at the library. ((: and as usual, we walk seperate ways. cos im gg to aunt hse and dian went hme. aunt sent sis and i hme ltr. reached hme at 9.30 anw, i had finished reading the 2nd book! wooho0s! ((: lols

10:18 PM; simplyME.

Friday, March 30, 2007 Y

hahas. today didn't come to sch. something happened, tht's why. ((: dian and shahidah called during reccess time to ask me why i didn't come to sch. so sweet of them. ((: i really want to go to school! sigh. cun see him for 3 days. so sad. ): anw, didn't go np. ((: but i did go night study. studied for awhile only. talked with them most of the time. =PP went off at 8.30 cos duliang and the rest were waiting for us at KFC. tht's wht dian told us. and yea. they were thr when we reached thr. i don't really feel like gg actually. but had fun thr. laughed alot. ((: and i had learn some sign language at KFC. it's cool. ((: went off at ard 9.50 and so were them except for, chonghan and them. BK didn't say anything when i reached home. ((: tmr gg to study with dian at library. hopefully i can really study. ((:

10:54 PM; simplyME.

Thursday, March 29, 2007 Y

our reflection
shahida, shahidah, jan, dian and me ((:

me and shahida ((:

dian, shahidah, me and jan ((:

dian, shahidah, jan and shahida ((:

shahida, dian and shahidah ((:

dian and shahidah ((:

jan, me and shahida ((:

act cute! xDD

US! ((:

pathetic! xDD

US again! ((:

dian and shahida ((:

i harts THEM! ((:

e2 freakz. but gt one extra la. enter-frame only.. xDD

me and dian ((:

US again! ((:

jan and me ((:

dian and jan ((:

sigh! them again! lols. xDD

me and shahida ((:

me and my dear, duliang. -.-"

GARY! ((:

tht's all! ((: GOOD DAY! =D

9:28 PM; simplyME.

miss physics lesson today. cos accompany shahida. she fell and sprained her ankle during mass run. and the best part was tht we get to ride on mr ang's (VP) car. hahas. but kinda phaisey la. cos everybody were looking at us la. so malu. anw, i pitied her la. its hard for her to walk ard. hopefully she'll recover soon. SHAHIDA! GET BETTER SOON!! ((: anw, today had oral. and i totally screw it! im so **** up. my mind was completely blank when mr lum asked me the first qn. i didn't talk for afew minutes sia! damn it. i kept on saying erm.... erm... suks! and i cun believe i said LOL loudly. hopefully he didn't hear it la. sigh. anw, went central with the usual people PLUS joshua. ((: didn't really have the mood actually. tht's why i said those sacarstic remarks. sorry guys abt jus now. whtever i said jus now, i dun really mean it. i dunno wht i said actually. but i think i had say something tht's not tht nice la. whtever it is. jus dun take my action to hard la. im not in the mood. tht's all. the lamest part was when i said tht im the devil. but its true la. im a devil if im not in the mood. hehehes. =PP otw back hme. im so pissed with the resident of tht particular block. we were abt to walk in tht block and suddenly gt one plastic bag full with water dropped and kana us. we were like WTF??!! our uni were all wet. our shoes too! totally suks! who did tht, hopefully you will suffer frm a bad..... RREALLY bad injuries la. hahas. *evil laugh*

8:16 PM; simplyME.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 Y

today was a happy day for me. ((: i talked to him again! hahas. anw, many ppl came back for night study. but still gt space for us la. hehe. xDD had fun at the library. we went off at ard 8.45 like tht. took pics at the foyer. we're like a bunch of crazy pple! hahas. den went central with shahidah, shahida, dian, jan, duliang, chonghan and gary. ((: but dian, jan and shahida very lame sia. they reached KFC alr, sat for afew mins and left. totally lame! den only left me, shahidah, chonghan, duliang and gary. i really enjoyed myself thr la. chonghan very funny la. he wanna talk melayu, but dunno how. hahas. but he still can talk abit la. hahas. duliang also funny. chonghan spoke malay den we all laugh. duliang also laugh but he kept on asking us wht arh? wht he say? and it's funny la. hahahs. and gary was the funniest la... he dunno melayu and he anyhow say whtever malay words he knows... like selamat hari raya... hahas. xDD kept on laughing at KFC. hahas. anw, went back hme after they had finish eating. duliang and chonghan send us hme. hahas. and gary too. hahas. but he walked very fast la. hahas. end here la. kinda tired and sleepy alr. i'll upload the pics soon. toodles~

11:55 PM; simplyME.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 Y

think today i laughed a lot. and i really mean a lot. almost every lesson i will laugh. hahas. =DDD first period was malay. mdm mas didn't came to our cls. i was tired actually but mrs sies said tht im hyper. NOT! he very lame la. blind. im not the noisiest person at cls at he kept on saying im hyper and noisy. whatever la. anw, eng lesson was fun! its my first time seeing mrs choong angry. and OMG! you jus cun believe it when she's angry. both her eyes will be VERY big. and it's really VERY! its like as if the eyes will popped out. tht's how big her eyes were! hahas. and otw back to cls, we all kept on laughing sia. hahahas. anw, today mr mustafa didn't came to cls. he sick la. tht's wht i heard. poor him. jus thought of paying attention at his lesson cos i miss alot alr. now, i didn't even know a single thing abt probability. sigh. and his lesson became phy lesson. BORED! BORED! BORED! well, didn't pay attention la. cos thr no phy lesson today so didn't feel like learning phy. lame rite? hahas. so read story bk throughout tht period. but i gt do some work la. hahas. today stayed back for nth. hahas. end here la. very tired alr. need some rest. hahas. toodles~

10:12 PM; simplyME.

Monday, March 26, 2007 Y

im IMPRESSED with myself today. for the first time this yr, i actually paid attention and understand during chem lesson! CHEERS! ((: hahas. mus do tht more often la so tht i'd understand the subject more. anw, went for night study today. planned to study hamans but ended up doing maths hmewrk. hahas. went hme straight after tht cos didn't want BK to nag and they went KFC. im sure shahidah's happy. hahas. good for her la. ((: reached hme had nth to do. so bored. wanna continue studying but tired alr. hahas. xDD so im thinking of sleeping rite now. hahas. ((: toodles. and takkaires y'all. miss me. hahas. LAME! =PP

anw, im so confused rite now. half of me is telling to stop loving him and love the other him instead. im so confused. and these days, i find tht he's nt like before. i mean, he usually chat with me more la. but not these days. things had change. sigh. so, should i or should i not continue to like him?? sigh. falling in love is damn hard. and its really confusing. if only i had not fall in love with him. things would be MUCH more different. much more.....

10:33 PM; simplyME.

Sunday, March 25, 2007 Y

today didn't go out. jus rot at hme. sigh. but its gd to stay at hme la. finished reading 1 bk. ((: thr's 3 more bks to finish reading. hahas. anw, was bored jus now and i took a picture of the heart shape tht both me and sandy did at class. hahas. and today i have discovered something. u wanna know wht? i'll tell you. i JUST know tht shahidah and I are RELATED! lols. its kinda funny. hahas.

our paper hearts! done by sandy and me! ((:

dis paper heart was done by me! its the smallest heart! COOL uhh? hahas. must try to make even smaller. if possible la. erm.. nth is impossible if you think it's possible! hehe. ((:

10:19 PM; simplyME.

Saturday, March 24, 2007 Y

didn't plan to go out today. but dian and shahidah asked me out to study. so went to study at jp library at ard 12. thr's many people thr. but managed to find a place to study. saw our (shahidah's and mine) old mate. his name is chia liang. he was studying with his friends right beside us. i didn't recognise him at first cos he looks kinda different. we wanted to call him but afraid tht we might get the wrong person and we're not sure of his name. after awhile, shahidah called him and he respond. and she asked la if he's frm BLGPS and he said yea. and the MOST surprising of all, he still REMEMBER my name. we asked him whether he rmb us or not. and he pointed to me and say ashikin rite? im so TOUCHED! unfortunately, he forget shahidah's name. but at least he knew us la. so touched. it's been 4 YEARS and he still rmb our name. =)) right after our conversation, thr's this one person la. act big only. we jus giggled only and tht person alr so called scold us. tht person said. want to leave the library? WTH? i mean, we're not the only person who were giggling wht. why only said tht to us? whtever la. i dun wan to bother with tht kind of people. anw, saw our old mate, yazier in the library too. jus wave at him and went out of the library. i went seperate ways with them cos i went to aunt hse. amazingly, the journey was kinda short. i mean, usually i would asked myself...am i thr yet? but not today. think because thr's bk to read tht's why. study at aunt hse. but most of the time watched tv. hahas. my little cousin is growing! he have teeth alr. hahas. and he's CUTE! but he's afraid of people la. he cried whenever sis or me want to carry him. most of the time, he'll stick with aunt. hahas. took bus hme. gt bus-sick. sigh. reached hme at ard 10. end here la. kinda tired alr. toodles~

10:31 PM; simplyME.

Friday, March 23, 2007 Y

today thr's parade. actually we need not go cos need to do F&N stuffs but the IT person (whtever she is) had to leave too. so, we had to go np. but we all wore our sch uni cos thr's no time to go hme and get our np uni. anw, did nth today. jus clean up np room. released at 6. went makan at KFC. but shahidah and i went hme first la cos she wanna take money and its COMPULSORY for me to do so. told BK tht i want to go central. and he asked me nt to reached hme late. (whtever) saw sandy, shiyun, sihui and her small brudder at KFC. her brother is so CUTE! long time didn't see him. hahas. =DD saw duliang they all at KFC. we did alot of laughing thr. hahas. xDD and did something. make dian kinda sad as....... but eveything's fine la. so no need to worry. =)) reached hme at ard 8..... i think. BK asked why reached hme late. and i replied. raining. short and sweet isn't it?? hahas. its sat tml. sian. need to spend all day at home. sigh!

11:20 PM; simplyME.

heyhey! here's the pics during sports day. i noe its abit late to upload it. but i jus upload it la. cos im b0red. hahas. xDDD

shahidah, dian, luchella and sihui ((:

me and shahidah ((:

me and shahidah again ((:

busy chatting ((:

jan, dian, luchella and shahidah ((:

US! ((:

US again! ((:

dian, me and luchella

me and jan in the MRT ((:

pathetic face! xDD

me and shahidah at LJS ((:

dian, shahidah, me and luchella ((:

US! ((:

US again! ((:

jan, shahidah, dian and luchella ((:

me, jan and shahidah. but the pic kinda blurr la.

dian and luchella ((:

me, dian and shahidah ((:

jan, dian and shahidah ((:

jan, luchella and shahidah ((:

=DDD

sad faces... sobs. =((

BYEE jan! hahas. ((:

tht's all folks. ((:

8:20 PM; simplyME.

Thursday, March 22, 2007 Y

today didn't pay attention at cls during math lesson. sigh. cun rmb wht i was doing until didn't pay attention. so DISpleased with myself. sigh. anw, after sch went to watch movie with shahidah they all. (lazy to say out the name) watched mr bean. it was okay larh. not SO funny. nt so worth watching also. but luckily someone blanja me. so lucky! hahas. THANKS! =DDD after tht, accompany jan makan. but she didn't finish her food cos gt gestric pain. (dunno how to spell.. whtever la.) saw ex-jyian at mc cafe. shahida confirm jealous. hahas. but she saw tht ex-jyian often la. so i dun think she'll be tht jealous. hahas. anw, reached hme at 8.30. kana lecture by them as usual la. but today's lecture make me mad la. actually, thought of telling the truth la. but their FA make me lie to them.

conversation:
kay first, 2nd bro "welcum" me hme at the door la.
he said, now then want to go hme arh? (i ignored him).
i had to walk past the computer rm to go in my rm. saw dad at the computer. and he lecture me la.
he said, ehh! now wht time alr? why went hme late? (didn't get the chance to ans.)
he continued..
you dunno how to go hme early arh? you arh... dun make me smack you ok.. (thought of telling the truth but after hearing wht he said to me, i just had to lie.)
i reply, went study la.
he reply, you really went study? sure or not? at whr? (i know i cun say at sch cos jus now go see whether sch open or nt but it closed.)
study at KFC la.
he said, den you cannot call arh? and why mus study at KFC? you no hme arh? cannt study at hme? (bullsyte la.)
hme not a convenience place to study la. and forget to call rite. (jus walked to my rm)
den sis interupted, den you cannot go hme first arh?? (whtever la)
she continued, you better called mum la. (took the cordless phone and get lost)
den called mum.
when she picked up, i didn't even said hi or hello.
jus say wht?.
den she reply, whr you go? why reached hme so late? im worried sick abt you, you know. and i had to ask your dad to help check whether you at sch or not. (crapp!)
i reply, went study la. why bother?
she reply, of course mus care la. i love you wht. tht's why. nowadays gt many bad ppl. if you kana kidnapped how? (double crrap!)
den i say, you no need bother la. when sis went hme at ard midnight, you also didn't say anything to her. so why do you even care?
and she said, hey! i still lecture your sis wht. (whtever!)
and she continued... nxt time you call la. so i won't be worried. klah.. you go rest. bye.
(she didn't get the chance to finish say bye cos i hung up alr.)
sian la.

kaykay. back to dad. he ask me cannt study at hme. and my ans is this. HELL YEA!
home is NOT a convenience place to study.
1. thr's tv, comp and FOOD at hme and im sure NOT gg to study.
2. thr's lotsa INCONSIDERATE ppl in the hse.
3. thr's INCONSIDERATE ppl who turns on the tv as loud as possible. as if they're deaf.
4. thr's INCONSIDERATE burder who will play the drum at night as loud as he can like nobody business.
5. thr's INCONSIDERATE dad who will kept asking ppl to do him a favour. like making coffee for him, help him do stuffs at the comp and kept asking to spell out the words of things tht he dunno how to spell.
6. thr's FAA sis who won't even bother to teach me more than 2 TIMES when i ask her qns.
THT'S WHY HOME IS NOT CONVENIENCE FOR STUDY. STILL DARE TO SAY CANNT STUDY AT HME ARH?

whtever la daddy. dun wan to even bother you la. do wht you gotta do la. as long as you're happy can liao la. no need to care abt me la. i also dun need you to care abt me. you jus takkaire of yourself can bah.

9:56 PM; simplyME.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007 Y

i've improved as days pass by. heee. was brave enough to talk to him. i mean, more fluent la. anw, today didn't had chem lesson cos ms wong need to go down to do dunno wht la. didn't pay attention. LOL! and during ASPRO, did nth. no phy lesson. den talk crapp... hahas. after sch, jan, sihui, brendon, duliang and gary went to makan at sakae sushi. didn't join them cos dun feel like gg. and tht duliang gd lor. hate him! hahas. =PP im IMPRESS with myself again! study poa today. den did abit of eng and went hme. but cun absorb much la cos too much noise. they sec 3 guys kept on making noise despite being ask to SHUT UP. im so pissed. well, whtevr. and at hme, i actually disciplined myself to do hmewrk. IMPRESSIVE! hahas. usually i will delay it la till late at night BUT not today. COOL! wees~ hahas. end here ba. toodles~ =DD

10:37 PM; simplyME.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007 Y

urgh! stupid me! silly me! how can i NOT see??? it's like OBVIOUS! ugrh! damn it man! hate myself for being stupid! URGH!!! i really MISS tht ONE chance! im so damn f***ing sad rite now! sobs. ='(

nvm la. thr's always tml. *cheering up* ((: anw, im IMPRESSED with myself today. finished doing POA hmewrk today. even tho didn't actually wan to do it. but still manage to finished except for the teory part la. heee. =)) and FYI, im so malu sia during recess just now. tht mas ah.. hate her! she made me scream for help! and everybody was like looking and laughing. damn it. because of her la. she likes to bully me! can SOMEBODY be my gaurdian angel?? protect me from HER! hahas. luchella is alr my gaurdian angel but most of the time she's not thr when i need her! hahas. so must find a relpacement alr. any takers??? LOL! xDD

9:22 PM; simplyME.

Monday, March 19, 2007 Y

im HAPPY today. ((: get to see him. so happy! ((: hahas. anw, sch was okay. i cun believe im so blurr! i really thought thr's no phy today BUT thr is! ~~but luckily tht 4A2 guy, dunno his name la... penguin issit?? dunno la. luckily he lent me phy bk.~~ luckily GARY lend me his phy bk. THANKS gary! ((: (happy now?) hehehe.. xDD stayed back after sch. thought want to memorise f&n but can't. ): so ended up chit chatting. hahas. xDD went hme at 5. now at hme sian. nth to do. but had lotsa hmewrk to do sia! suks! sigh. end here bah. toodles~ :DD

5:29 PM; simplyME.

Sunday, March 18, 2007 Y

today had nth to do except doing hmewrk! suks! tml sch. and thr's still lotsa hmewrk tht need to be done. double suks! wht do they think we are? robots? they gave us TONS of homewrk and expect us to finish them ALL by one week? WTH??!! urgh! and the blurrie me... thought thr's no MT tml.. so didn't do MT hmewrk. BUT thr's MT tml! SUKS!!! and thr's test on tues which requires you to memorise!!! urgh!!! @@#$$%!&&@@##!!! damn it la. hate it lots. can we like....... turn back time?? sigh. well..... wadeva! im NOT gg to do ALL my hmewrk. hahahahas. xDD but see my mood la. if im in a gd mood, i'll TRY to finish all. if not, only god knows wht will happen. =)) end here la. toodles~ =DD

9:33 PM; simplyME.

hey2! this is the pic taken during CNY at mrs tan hse. hehehhs. xDD